oh well.. im back again.. gonna rant here a little bit.
1) Got a new job and new bf.. fresh new beginning for the new year to start off with.. am happy with the 2 so far STILL..
2) Bradley, i luv this guy. For the sake of our future, i shall not use my own predictions anymore.. to be honest, im afraid of predicting. it always nvr comes to past. better not to say anything.
3) Him.. After hearing your truths.. y din u respond to my efforts?! don u know i was hoping so much to get back w u.. srsly.. FK U... i rly donno wat to say.. i cant make any moves now.. had been checkmate.
4) My past posts, im sry i dint hold on to my word. As an impatient person, i could only lasted 3 mths and brad came along. i failed. disgusted by my own posts. i shd jus slap myself and take gun shoot my feet. wth was i doing/tinking. but its all too late.. i cant turn back time.. wats done is done. (but i din regret being w brad, neither w u).. just tt.. ah nvm.. also too late to say anything.
5) Valentine's day. reminded of u. i stil cant let u go. i guess this will take long. and brad if you're this(which i hope u don). i hope u understand. kinda feel abit painful now. i feel so restricted man.. i cant freely declare my feelings(which i use to do that last tym).. somehow everytym im happy, i could feel the opposite in you. breaks me stil.
6) My fears, i don want to hurt anyone or myself. i nd to forget u.
7) my wish, i hope the best for us. i hope u can find your happiness soon? i donno.
hm.. i don even know if i shd even be typing all this..
oh well.. all the best for everything.
no predictions for future anything..
PS: i stil love both.. but mre on MR B for now. vexed.. kill my heart plz. so i cant feel the hurts..
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Cheerios Rene! =) You should move onwards and not let the past affect your future, I hope you find happiness in yourself and in others.
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