FEMALE KAKASHI SENPAI

Restrictions in A New Beginning

2011-02-14T09:33:00.000-08:00

oh well.. im back again.. gonna rant here a little bit.

1) Got a new job and new bf.. fresh new beginning for the new year to start off with.. am happy with the 2 so far STILL..

2) Bradley, i luv this guy. For the sake of our future, i shall not use my own predictions anymore.. to be honest, im afraid of predicting. it always nvr comes to past. better not to say anything.

3) Him.. After hearing your truths.. y din u respond to my efforts?! don u know i was hoping so much to get back w u.. srsly.. FK U... i rly donno wat to say.. i cant make any moves now.. had been checkmate.

4) My past posts, im sry i dint hold on to my word. As an impatient person, i could only lasted 3 mths and brad came along. i failed. disgusted by my own posts. i shd jus slap myself and take gun shoot my feet. wth was i doing/tinking. but its all too late.. i cant turn back time.. wats done is done. (but i din regret being w brad, neither w u).. just tt.. ah nvm.. also too late to say anything.

5) Valentine's day. reminded of u. i stil cant let u go. i guess this will take long. and brad if you're this(which i hope u don). i hope u understand. kinda feel abit painful now. i feel so restricted man.. i cant freely declare my feelings(which i use to do that last tym).. somehow everytym im happy, i could feel the opposite in you. breaks me stil.

6) My fears, i don want to hurt anyone or myself. i nd to forget u.

7) my wish, i hope the best for us. i hope u can find your happiness soon? i donno.

hm.. i don even know if i shd even be typing all this..
oh well.. all the best for everything.
no predictions for future anything..

PS: i stil love both.. but mre on MR B for now. vexed.. kill my heart plz. so i cant feel the hurts..

decided to move on

2010-10-22T08:03:00.001-07:00

hi all,

well, i got a job, pass thru an interview n will be starting work in 1st nov.
well, i was kinda happy that i got it, so i wanted to contact joel to go mum mum. but. lols. he was busy. so i kena rejected. and in de end no mood to eat. cux i seriously fking miss him. i could not control my emotions i msged him. i shloud not have done that. wrong move seriously. WNRG MOVE.

after tt contacted feli, told her how i feel and she gave me some advice. seriously thank God for her. if not for her, i donno what joel is tinking and i might anyhow assume the worst. well.

contact one of my sp mate too. to ask her how long is her break up and stuff. well, i was suprised. her break up lasted 1 yr. but when they got back, she says everything feels like new and fresh. which was great. maybe i should not hang on in this sorrow anymre, i should just MOVE on without him. and for him to move on without me too. until the hurt is healed(which will be healed and which will take long for us too) once its healed, when the time is right, we will get back tgt again. i would like to believe in this. for the fact STILL he says got chance. so why shloud i worry?!!? yup

joel is a man of his word. yup, so i will definitely trust him^^ time to give him 100% trust from now on. now he needs time and i need to give him. and for myself too. need to tink thru alot.

yup, feeling a little better day by day. though my heart stil aches here n dere. hahas. i don mind waiting for someone even as long as a yr, or watever it takes. cux i wait for the best to come =). him to me is still the best. seriously. i'll wait, i'll guard my heart. this is a small prob. i can make it thru. yes i can =).. for the one i love.

thanks friends, your msges inspired me. i shall move on!
don bother him anymre rene! let him contact u tis tym rnd. whenever he is ready again =)

my dream

2010-10-21T05:06:00.001-07:00

hi all,
had quite a wonderfull yet saddening dream today. dreamt alot about joel recently. for today, i rmb in my dream he was kinda celebrating his bday with alot alot of people in this rented chalet. he din realli talk to me n stuff. but just seeing him at one corner makes me smile. seeing him happy makes me happy too. but not being able to feel him. well, i gave him a card. and he thanked me for it. i cried. hahas. but he wasnt so into me anymre =(. he gave me this ignore knda face which hurts. *.-

rmb we were in a cab after drinking at a bar with his frens, he said he misses me. so i hug him n stuff. its just all feel so fking real. gave me this feeling like. wow finally we patch up. but i woke up coming to realise its all just a dream. well, my dreams are always so real. so hopefully this will come true soon^^. hahas.

well, i realli cant wait for him to get back to me once agn =p

here's rene stil patiently waiting for her true love =p
hope he noes that im waiting for him. =) i want to see him smile happily once agn infront of me.

i realli miss him =(

pls come back

Meaningful Sabath day

2010-10-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

Hi all, a few things wanna share w u guys(if you stil read my blog. lols)

1) Pst Kong's Preaching
today's msg is bout crisis part 2. well, we learnt about jacob in the bible about his chracter n stuff. learnt about what crissi is all about.
crisis basically is smth tt happen in order for you to chng. a deep chng. i felt thou today's sermon was talking about me(and of cux everyone else who goes thru crisis). my major crisis is a relationship(w joel). therefore this happe to make me chng. becux i was rushing things tt are suppose to be by nature, i rush it with my own strength. tts y im facing this now.
ALL GROWTH IS BY WAY OF CRISIS. Amen!
when you face a crisis, you shd have a commitment, which is to God. when we are weak, he is strong. and God is always mre interested in our chracter than our comfort. right now im facing challengings things like patience for my guy to come back. and trust me it's v torturing! but patience will train me to become stronger in my emotion. it will build up my chracter too.
after the commitment, it's confession. confessing the positive things. and i told myself, he will be back. i prayed for him too this few days, to bless his work and heal his heart n emotions. After praying, i always have this good feeling. that we are like meant for each other. becux our relationship was a prayed for. and i saw future with this guy. for each other's benefit, this break up have to happen. it was predicted too. but i cant accept it. now i understand everything. God make this happen for a reason. And i believe he want me n joel to be happy tgt. understand each other and stuff.
last is conversion, which i understand it to be a chnged person (this will take tym). i believe my actions/ my chnged chracter will moved his heart once again and give him hope for me n himself. n most ultimately, moved God's heart. i am realli willing to humble myself and admit all my mistakes to God, and chng for the better. i felt his realness and its time to end my games w God. i walk by faith now.

2)ivy's bday
hahas had fun during her bday. we ate the super hot buffalo wings! like crazy la. all of us heh heh chuan. ate some medium rare beef w thick butter mushroom sauce XD super nice! will bring joel there one day =) he will definitely luv it XD. took mani pictures n stuff. haha the most part tt is hard to forget, b4 we left the place, serene n gang bought her tequila shot with lvl 10 spicy sauce. OMG. she almost died drinking it. hahahas zomg.

3)about joel
yes its still super torturing waiting for him. but i noe i have to be patient! many times i just feel like gg over to his house n wait for him at one corner just to get a glimpse of him >.< i seriously luv him too much. not seeing him is like i donno. what i call an emotionall hell for me. thank God for FB. i noe his life what he is doing and stuff. kinda glad a little bit. but still. i cant contact him till 29 nov. haix. patience patience. rene can do it! XD grown to luv him mre n mre thru this break up. realise how precious he is to me. what a lucky guy. haha XD well, im lucky to have a man like him too =)

Cheers to the man i luv! (no mre baby, no mre papa, MAN ALREADY!) lols kk enuff of my craziness..

as usual, all the best for the both of us.

i'm back!

2010-10-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

today woke up in de afternoon, had seaweed rice, clean hammie cage and went to meet old sch fren Ivy for dinner at xinwang.

i felt supper happy talking with her as she shared her experience of her break up with me and everything. i really learn alot from her. enlightenment i shall say. she's some what quite similar to my bf in a way. their thinking is somehow similar too. felt like as though i was talking to joel heart to heart talk. hahas. well, i sense mre and mre positiveness in our relationship day by day. as im willing to chng all my bad tinkings and stuff. to slowly trust in him once again, not so clingy to him anymre and meet mre of my friends, to strike a balance in my life =).. cant believe all tis while joel has been trying to tell me this but i decline it everytime. thru this i learn felt like i have grown even mre mature and tend to realli treasure friendship ard me. after talking to ivy, i felt tt joel is like one of my treasure now and i am working towards getting it. but i have to chng myself 1st.
if you want smth, you cant expect the world to chng for you, but you can chng yourself for it. yup. thats my thinking for now. chng my lifestyle for the better. go for my dream in life. to make myself happy in what i do, then only i can make my partner happy. so i have to be happy 1st. which will take quite awhile.

i shall no longer set datelines anymre like hoping when he will come back to me n stuff, seriously, concentrate on what im gonna do 1st. stabalise it. then let nature takes it course in my relationship w joel again. relationship is one ting tt i cannot control. so why stress over it? since he had already given me the ans(which has hope). then i shd jus carry on with my life =).. start to be stronger in my emotions and stuff. yup. i choose to have faith in this relationship still. and yes, i sense positiveness in it. just need time to settle our own life issues 1st before we start both life tgt. it will be mre meaningfull.

i learn to take the truth as well. i find myself getting better in my emotion each day and not tink like its de end of the world becux there's still so much chance for us. just let nature take its course seriously.

yup^^
tts for now

In torture chamber

2010-10-12T07:15:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

i tink im getting back to bloging. since im much mre free nowadays.

well, anyway i don't tink joel will read my blog, so i guess it's safe to write how i feel here.

anyways as u guys all know i just broke up with joel. and it's been 2 weeks already.

1stly, i would like to really thanks all my friends who were here for me when i'm down/sad.
2nd, i have learnt alot from this break-up (for me it will be time-out).
3rd, i stil want to thank Joel for making my life a happy one for the last 4.5 yrs.
4th, Thank God for seeing me thru tis.

i feel like telling him this but i cant, and guys, pls don betray me kk!! i don want to presure him.

To the one whom i loved all this while,

Here are some things that i would like to tell you but its not the time yet. here it goes.

the break-up:
Initially, i though this was like the end for me, and stuff and here it goes again, heartbroke majorly for the 2nd tym. we were so close to marriage and stuff and suddenly all this has come to end. i thought that by doing all those letter shyt stuff will like chng his character to be better and stuff. hoping that he will change for me and life will be beter. but i was wrong, i got backfired instead.

i always though it was his fault and nvr though about mine. i tink i have screwed this relationship up. partly becux i was still young and stuff.

for this past 2 wks, it was v v heartbreaking for me. and that cause me to realli think about this relationship. is he the one for me, does he stil love me. i though mayb no. mayb what he said was true, that he don't love me. but as i slowly think through, actually he DID love me. and probably stil love me, just that mayb he don't noe and i din realise it.

about myself which i think caused the break-up:
well, ppl always say im a v good gal and stuff and bf will actually treasure me and stuff, but another example hit me real hard in my head. this saying: imagine im the abalone and joel is the consumer. if he gets abalone everyday, of cux he will get sick of it. who dosen? i mux admit i have been super sticky in this relationship, i have been warned of the consequences but i deny it. i always expect so much from him but he did not expect anything from me. i always condemn him of his character but nvr once he has condemned me. i tink the most hurting part for him is i sort of cheated him twice(but its not major kind of cheat) but nvr once he has cheated on me. i always cling ard him in public(which i already know he does not like it) but i still insisted to show i love him. i was wrng in this too. i shd not have done that. i always act lazy and don wan to use my brains for certain occasion which irritates him, but he did not say anything just becux he does not wants to hurt me. i always whine, dirt his room, but nvr has he done this to me. i always CONTROL him, but nvr has he controlled me. he gave me 100% freedom. and i don appreciate it. there are many other tings too.

lesson learnt during this break up:
i learnt mani things about how a guy think and stuff. and through mani talking sessions with my friends, i took it seriously into my heart, i listen to their experience and stuff and realise that there might still be chance in this relationship. i was sort of happy that this time-out happened so that both me and joel can learn. for those who oppose to our relationship. F u. i have been thru with this guy and i know what kind of guy he is. thats why i want to give chance for this again. i believe that this time out is for us to realli pursue our own dreams and concentrate on our life so as not to get distracted for now. some said this breakup is a very small issue and it's normal for every growing couple to experience it. when a break up happens, the nxt step is to learn from it, chng for the better and get back to work things out again. i believe if we were to get back to each other again in future, our relationship will definitely be a strong one. becux now we know what kind of person we are and we can understand each other even mre. rather than to get into a new relationship and restart everything again. break up again. its very torturing. thank God our relationship ended in a mutual aggreement and not a heated one. from some ppl experience, a mutual break up has chance to patch back again bcux both actually give in to end it nicely. while a heated argument will not result in a 100% patch back bcux both has put in hatred into the relatinship, and will be harder to meant the wounds. and plus, i have come to realise that this is actually one of the small problems in a relationship and should not be given up on.

about joel:
i slowly realise what kind of person he is and that made me loved him even mre. i started this relationship with him with just efactuations. but after 2 yrs in the relationship, i found myself to have grown to love him. and i have truly found my true love. he is actually a vry very nice person just that i always mistook him all this while. now that i am 21 yr old, i tend to know what are the tings that i want in my life. one of them is joel. i have to admit. i need him. his always keep things some things in his heart just becux he dosen want to hurt me. his kisses, hugs, and swwet talks, even thou it's little coming from him, i can feel the genuieness from him. whereas mine, i mux admit 50% is fake becux i thought my ways are better, but i suffered, i hurt myself, and its hard for him to realli treasure me becux i have been giving in too much! which is my fault. i only make myself being taken advantage of not realising that i started this.
he is a very faithful guy. someone whom you can realli trust your marriage with. he does not like to be rush into this kind of major decision kind of things. he prefers mre proper kind behavior from me but i did not gave him. now that i am 21, i also cannot act childish anymre. i can tell deep down that he dosen like but i always force it into him. i know he does not like to acount every single thing that he is doing cux he would like some private space once in awhile. i'm sry joel. i din noe i have hurt you so much too all this while.

what i am thinking:
for now, i know its going to take quite awhile for him to come back to me. meanwhile during this 2 wks i have made up my mind. i will go after him again(but i cant appear too hard sell) if you really love someone, you will put down your pride and everything to get that very thing you wanted. and yes, i want joel, i love him for who is his. i'm sry for always trying to mind f u expecting you to change without realising if i love you, i need to accept for who you are. not change you for who i wan you to be. Dear i have woke up from my stupid ideas and i know how to proceed already. just give me 1 mre chance to prove this relationship is not put to an end yet. like what you have told me b4, u believe in everything 1st, 1st career, 1st gf, 1st wife. i am going to fullfill your heart desire and believe.

these are my plans when joel come back:
not mre controlling from me anymre, not mre forcing you to account to me what ever you do anymre. i will trust you 100% from now on and today onwards, you have proved to me worthy to be given the freedom. i will be so clingy anymre, i will pursue my dreams too. i will not object to your desicion as i respect your desicion and will always support you in whatever you do. i will not object your friends, whoever you want to make friends with. i will not confront you. i will nvr rush you anymre in future. about marriage/house, let nature take its course from now on. rushing it at the wrong time will only hutr the both of us physically and mentally. i truly have played with fire and learnt my lesson. i want to change for the better not only for you but for myself, i find that i have let myself down too all tis yrs. i will go on with my life as per normal, like we can hang out with our own friends and stuff, being tgt i agree with you, we need to balance out life too. not only my world revolve ard you but the friends and family ard me too.
i do not want you to come back to me out of obligation/burden. i want you to come back me even happier/for the better.
lets give this another chance shall we? let us take this whole relationship into a whole new level in a better way and better understanding for both of us.

current mode of rene:
its super torturing to just keep track of you on fb and not being able to comment on your stats/sms u and stuff. whenever i see happy comments on your wall, i feel happy for you.with this plans and understanding, i can only wait upon his gestures and replies. as now its really not de right time to contact him and stuff, i have to give him some space an ample time to slowly sort out his tinking. i do not want to rush a man anymre. all i want is just someone who loves me wholeheartedly and do not cheat on me nth mre/nth less. which i tink he has done tt for me all this while and i am thankful for that. this is the kind of guy whom i will go for. too good to exist(to me). that's why i want you so badly. hopefully this coming bday of yours, chemistry will come back again, if it dosen, i will stil wait. i will only leave a guy if he does not love me anymre/leave me and ignore me 100%. thou you said you stop loving me, i do not believe, our love has actually gone up to another level an i have realise it and felt it too. i don't know if you have realise tt too.

Lastly,
all the best for the both of us. and as usual, i realli nvr fail to say(up till now). i love you.
These words are not for action to win you back, its from my heart. 100% from my heart.
i wish to be able to share with you my happiniess/my life once again.
i wish i could hold your hand/hug u and kiss you pasionately once again.
i wish i could see you luff at me happily once again.
i wish i could "take care" of you once again.
i wish i could be with you tgt again.

with love,
from the person whom you use to call "princess rene".

Finally e iPhone I shall cal it ikaka

2009-12-28T16:27:00.000-08:00

another tiring day

2009-08-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

NO MORE BLOGGING!!!

2009-08-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

hi peeps, imma finally back like after somani mths even thou its oni 2 mth. hurhurhur.. anyways, my video shall speak my life frm now onwards. cux typing n writing is jus so not mystyle. hurhurhur.. enjoys~

i luv my cute baby

2009-06-28T12:02:00.000-07:00

todae went to church w han ning.. saw te quan blythe weiye hermoine. hurhur =p cute peeps XD
went to get breakfast.. de quan.. dam funny. asked han ning if she wanna est for mani tyms! lols.. ah la.. chuis~ i miss my fav chee cheong fan. hurhur.. mum mum during choir mini pract(the one b4 service) SHIOKS. i pract v skill. sing n eat~ WOoTS

after service wen to eat w willie cgm. den go find my baby.. mapled tgt.. den he come my house slp XD b4 tt he use my com for so long T_T. noti boy.. after tt, he wan slp le, he jus pom on my bed upside down.(wrong opposite position).. forced him to sleep properly and tug him in bed with my big fluffly toy dog and blankie =p

hehe.. seeing my baby slp like tt, my heart pim pom pim pom. so cute sia. he smiles to slp too. teehees =p dam noti.. I ALWAYS HAVE TO TUG HIM TO BED..

anyways.. this post is for baby joel cux i realli realli miss him.. per week we now meet 2 tp 3 days nia..

LADY GAYNESS- hopes to get married soon so can see baby 24/7. hehe. LUVS NI DAR!

alrite peeps. go ahead n vomits~ =p wakaka.. luvs all and TATAS~

OH SHYT OH YA!!! i almost 4get. omg i dam chui like sai! i wanted to post this for MJ(micheal jackson)..
3 days ago on thursday, he died.. on fri when i woke up and saw msges upon his cardiac arrest, my heart fell.. me n my sis almost cried when we think about it.. he was sorta our somekind of music idol.. we luv him lke crazy, his music, his dance and everything..

he was a vry good exp of a loving person who puts aside all racism and respect all ppl even thou some of them accused him of somethings.. he was i believe a vry good person. so sad tt he died too young.. was w8ting for his new album songs. plus he coming out concert one lo T_T.. den pop! gone liao..

may God bless your soul and i hope to see you in heaven^^ till then, I WILL ASK YOU TO TEACH ME MOONWALK..

WE LUV U MJ.. u stays in our hearts =p

kk tatas now. so emo T_T.. TATAS~

BAKA BABY

2009-06-22T10:59:00.000-07:00

hi peeps =p todae woke up n 1st ting i did was to call greenridge sec.. was accepted and place in the waiting list.. hehe =p now is to w8 for them to ask me down to teach le. YAYS~ after tt surf net n FBing. and watch movie..

suddenly, baby called.
joel:"hello dear r"
rene:"yes baby dar"
joel:"dear acc me to hospital now"
rene:"huh? u kena h1n1?"
joel:"no la i was diggin my ear and the ear bud stuck inside"
rene:" -.-....... oki i go find u now"

LOLS.. funny rite.. he is so.. i donno how to describe. cute? it's his 2nd tym getting ear bud cotton stuck inside.. lols. wat a retard opps. CUTE lil ass baby. hee. i stil luv u lots.. anyways. acced him to hospital frm 730pm all de way to 12pm plus.. ya lo..

after tt we went hm tgt. he came my house n stayed over. n now he playing ds. so cute.. tts al for todae. tmr meeting han ning dar den go choir pract.

okis.. TATAS luvs~

a sad day for someone

2009-06-21T10:06:00.000-07:00

this was the cheeseballs meat tt made me feel like vomiting! man! de smell.. weeehooiies
k i look fat here.. dam. i don have enuff tym to adjust de angle jus to fit my nicest part of my face. sads T_T..
tts my sis. WE DON LOOK ALIKE OKI
rar!! she'sing eating hunrgliy =p
hi peeps! todae went to church in the morning.. n was late to meet dodo.. so sry angelin for w8ting for me dam long.. so sry. felt bad for 1 whole day.. after tt went to celebrate max bday at swensens...

den after tt suppose to meet my dad n sis to celebrate her bday. but someone spoils it all. DAM. jus leave us man! so in de end. i had to go hm and then tgt i go out w my sis. she looks dam piss with de someone. haix.. so i celebrated w her. teehees.. when to pizza hut to mum mum.. oo ya b4 tt saw bryan.. heh! he's realli such a good boy. filial son(did i spell right) nah anways..

after tt went to buy june's book den went to play de stimulator rider at de arcade. FUN SIA!! but price rise T_T wth! gah. we enjoyed ourselfs anyways XD teehees.. and my baka baby was too late to meet me too.. noti child. hoot ur pipi!

k tts all..

OH YA B4 I GO!!

i jus wanna made a comment on father's day.. too all de fathers out dere(i donno if u got read my blog lols XD)
HAPPY PAPA DAY! jus wanna let u noe u rox out dere and thks for eveything that u had invest in us like luv $$ (hehe) and mani mani mre.. u r being luvs~ to all freshmens: luv ur dad n don insult him or make him broken hearted..

to the upperclassmen: cont to luv ur dad =p watever u invest in ur dad, ur kids will invest in u too.

dady luvs ni~ so much so for dadys n papas..
MY BABY GETS ONE LUV POST TOO=p
BABY !! MAMA LUVS NI!! 4ever n ever n ever n ever.. hehe.. hold mama hand n tgt walk down ____ ah la~~ heheheh =p

k tts all for my nonsence.. TATAS n luvs~

tiring yet fun day

2009-06-18T13:04:00.000-07:00

hi peeps! =p todae had quite an interesting day..
woke up at 3pm plus, eat den prepare clothes n some stuff for my photoshoot at ard 8pm plus.

xiang gave me a lift tgt with his gf pamela frm yishun to raffles.. so sweet. TQ =p
reach dere le dey both mum mum, den after tt decided on what to wear. rocker style~ waited for de photographer n then the make up artist..

well, i can say this is de vry 1st tym imma having my photoshoot with so mani poses plus a make up n hair do tt is done for 1 hr plus. LOLS. i estimated about nearly 50 poses?!?! lols. i was stil quite shy i guess. hahas. but it went quite well =p.. THKS PAMELA~ (she rox with all the poses teachings) the photographer was so enthu.. lols. we took frm about 9pm all de way to 12am. dam long. it was VRY tiring but was fun XD hahas. i enjoyed myself. did not noe i can do such tings!! hahas..

after everything, xiang drove me home and i had prata with my sis.

imma still tinking bout my dear joel.. was so sad he wasn't here todae. i tink my luv for him grow even more . dear i miss u T_T cant w8 to see u. miss n luvs ni la >.<

anyways, the shot r not yet ready, i tink it wil be uploaded into a website. this r the shots tt i camwhore at home cux i don want the make up to be wasted XD.. not good ones but, enjoy =p

apologise.. i donno y cant upload sia. aiya. go my facebook see =p hehe imma lazy gal.

once agn, luvs all n TATAS~ =p

ARLOWS ALL!!

2009-06-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

arlows arlows~~ imma back agn.. sry for not posting any post for such long tym as imma such a PIG ASS... anyways.. jus a bried update what has happen~~ heh heh. wer i left off, hm... kk remebered le.. MY GRAD shows.. lets start off frm dere..

28th may: rene official graduation..

yea, this was also the day me n my baby celebrate our 3rd yr anivesary!!! =p it was dam sweet. he acc me to my grad n after tt we went to IMM partor partor.. hurhurhur.. RAPE HIM! nah. jus kidding =p hehes~ he bought my sweet lil lolipop, my fav flavour XD hehe. thks dar! i bought him some nice lil "frens" of his.. we had a great day, fun day, romantic day. OH YA! i made him white chocolae crumble too!!!!!! but it was too sweet.. i almost vomited on de sweetness, but he n my dad kinda eat it all.. my dad took 1 and he took de rest. LOLS so cute..

LUV MY DARLIN BABU CHAN! chuchus~~ =s
refer to this link for pictures! =p

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=515231959&v=photos#/album.php?aid=100927&id=515231959

sunday: had some photoshoot with jere for submition to maybank.. advertising i tink..
same thing for more pictures refer to my facebook =p as this is jus a brief summary =p hehes~

wa i suddenly dam lazy to type anymore.. tsk! now helping my sis with her project oso.. will post some freaking shyt make up face ltr.. don chua tio~ RAR! hurhurhurhur
luvs my life. ah la~ =p

anyways some updates for this week..

wed:work w krystle car tingy+ chill out w siao ppl
thu: jamming w eugene n serene + photoshoot at raffles (so excited !) hehe
fri: SOS serving choir
sat: mapling a baby
sun: CHURCH=p heh heh..

oki luvs u all readers. ah la.. ~ try comment if possible (so tt i won think tis is a dead blog) ah well, i donno.. hahas! u peeps will make a diff =p wakaka.

TATAS~

CRAZY DAY

2009-05-20T11:17:00.000-07:00

todae morning wake up at 8am plus, den rush down to AH (alexandra hospital) to find my dear baby..

he did tis scan called de MRI.. donno wat.. scans thru de whole layer n epidermis of his hand.. he got tis small lump. so poor ting. my baby have to suffer tis shyt. 1st, dey put tis 2 funny tingy to mark de spot. den dey casted his hand, inject a needle on de other hand, and pour ink into de needle slowly. baby could feel de ink flowing thru his bod. TT SUX. til he wanna puke..

after tt he scan his hand for 20 mins. result not out yet. so pray for baby nth serious =p

after tt went ikea w him.. wa.. wen we walk ard, i SUPER GIAN TO DESIGN MY FUTURE HOUSE SIA!! we both dam enthu.. hehes baby bought a weighing machine..
had lunch in ikea.., pasta n super yummy meat balls.. hurhur =p

after tt wen to town to watch angels n demons. nice show. lazy to detail tis..

after tt, wen to meet small darling(jingting), and dear sister(max) go gai gai tgt.. we go hereen, fareast, wisma, walk frm orchard all de way to tanjong pagar, which took us total ard 2 hrs.. we had a break in riverwalk.. lols. super fun.

alot of super chui tings happen. will w8 for de vids n pics frm JT.. super chui.. den wen home tt tym in de train CHUINESS~ don dare to share =p w8 for uploads..

after tt took a bus back hm, saw felicia n her boiboi, jioed me to prata w dem n one gay fren..

den go hm =p

FINALLY MET BABY

2009-05-17T11:36:00.000-07:00

baby bought me bunny purse.. hehe TQ BABY DAR! MAMA LUV U DEEP DEEP. tis cute bunny. luvs~

well, ytd chiong my portfolio til 6am. den over slept.. suppose to wake up 930 inde end wake up 1030 upon JT's call.. chui sia me todae. tired like sai.. anyways.. TORO can church todae. he dam cute la AH LA~ too bad bo shake my hand ka.

after tt went to nat's dad funeral.. it was a super sad moment. almost wanna cried. but i ren~

after tt went to meet baby n his jeff aiai(LOLX) at causeway point.. went i drop down woodlands station, this scouter who says he's an actor or smth, scouted me to join MEDIA CORP actress and new face sia!!!! walao.. wat a privelidge la!! its not some jiapalang company but mEDIA CORP siol~~ i kinda gian abit.. but. too bad.. tmr got interior design job interview..

haix.. GIANIN abit liao. after tt saw my baby at civic center. MAN! i 3 finger point up he SLIM DOWN SIA.. his 1st few baby steps to getting hotter. now is cute hot. nxt tym shuai hot~ hor baby XD hehe.. well, i dono wer de heaven he get his motivation frm. he eats bread n fruit everyday sia! dam discipline. well, de both of us now aiming for hot bods.. jyjy for us~ CAN BE DONE.

after tt went to yq house to print my portfolio for my job interview.. sry YQ i tink i took abit long >.<> after tt, baby had to send me home, den he go find his jeff aiai le. T_T too bad. can oni chuchu for awhile nia. man i miss de chuchuness la T_T ah la! sad la. cant w8 to see u tm baby..!!

YESH FINALLY

2009-05-13T09:45:00.000-07:00

Went to hang out with regina, weien, jingting and max today. we walk around bugis and city hall area. manage to bought some stuff. this is the purple bikini that i bought together with regina..

this is the ring that i bought yesterday together with hanning. cute little clover ring from minibits in tampines mall.

i want to say that I AM FINALLY FULLY APPROVED OF BECOMING A RELIEF TEACHER. YES! check this out. you can view it in larger screen.

that's me in the white skirt i bought from regina. it would have been better if it's black. oh well. so anyways, now my only problem is i have to wait for all my transcript and certs to enter a school.

and graduation day will be held in SP on the 29th of May. you can come and support if you want^^.

and after that, BE PREPARED TO CALL ME LAO SHI. hurrays~

alrights, thats all for today

tatas and luvs~

FINALLY REVIVED AGAIN

2009-05-12T14:00:00.000-07:00

hi guys!!! its me again!! sry for not posting tis few weeks. was too lazy too. well, imma in mood for blog again XD hahahaas!!..

anyways, went out w han ning todae to celebrate her bday.. was fun! funny gal XD. tok n tok n tok with her like siao..

ah la.. i dam tired now sia >.< shall cont tm la hor.

and, haix.. tsk tsk.. i will TRY to improve my english.. becux i tink its like getting more n more chui can~ until mani ppl don even understand wat i saying. i CANNOT CANNOT BECOME A twit.. but it seems like i becomin one.. ah la~ tiredness makes u SIAN LIKE SIAO MAN! nd some fun la..

k how bout tis. alternate days of my language. 1 day perfect eng, another day chui. take turns la hor.

if not, no fun, no luff, sianess KILLS EH!~ hurhurhurhur =p watashi becoming lao shi liao.. cannot like tt.. ahh~~~ imagine i teach my students..

rene:arlow cute ppl, my name call kakashi. hurhurhur.. style hor =p ah la. u all go do your work ah. don disturb me play my ds, or i call DM HOOT U R.. wakakak...

kids in school: cher u siao r! get outta de class!! throws shoe n books at me T_T..

rene: gayish oi.. OI~~ i don fren u already r. i tell my papa.. lols~ so GAY. i tell principle hit u all PIPIS den u noe. i call my baby dar come down..

kids: come la we scared r huh.. @_)*_#%*_#(*%_(#*....

rene: OI~~ oi~~~ OI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (kena hoot liao)

OKI!! TIS WON BE MY LIFE K!! I CAN MAKE IT! I WON GET BULLY BY SOME DUMB YOUNG KIDS IN SEC SCH. opps =x. hurhur..

lao shi hao~ tong xue men hao~ wo men kai shi shang ke liao~~ EH EH~~ my chi improve eh~~ hehehehe =p

K ENUFF OF MY RANDOMNESS.. go slps now~

2009-03-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

hehe^^

yea.. haix. tis few days or rather weeks. lazy to update sia.. ah lalalala~~ anyways. bout todae..

morning went to meet JT darling n cute lil michiko.. den we go church tgt.. amzaingly, taxi was available at such normal unavailable tyms.. yea.. reach church, praise n worship started so powderfully tt de 1st praise song, can sense tio pressence of God sia. reali super strong.. de whole atmosphere was like aww~~ yeap. phill pringles preach todae. too bad he did not brought pringles potato chips w him along XD hurhur. i luv potato chips!! n my tummy got fat for tt T_T oh my tian~

yea.. after tt go mum mum den go off tgt w cgm to yew tee for baskeball EVEN thou i don feel like goin(imma those siao jie kind tt wil complain easily) raining somemore.. scared my eye lash drop.. i screamed when de rain touch me todae. omg omg.. so throw face can!! have to like hold a guy arm for support cux i scared i fall. haha XD he mux be tinking imma crazy. anyways, REAL intention was to took bus to yew tee and go hm w zongyuan STRAIGHT. cux we actually free load off de bus XD hehehe(don tell anyone). but, God bring rain upon so tt we cant go hmT_T. no choice support them for awhile. haix.. wrong choice.

BTW. i chng my hairstyle AGAIn!! hehe.. will upload a pic when imma satisfied with taking de nicest shot DEN oni i will post. hees~ yosh~

so de rain stop n i went to find baby at his house.. see him maple for awhile den we rest on bed n fall asleep tgt. so cute.. we like kids like tt.. baby says he likes to see me sleep. cux i got alot of pattern. haha XD.. everytym b4 i sleep. i wil make funny irritating noises till i fall asleep.. den my mouth open big big.. and when i wake up.. i will like. herh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ STRETCH! den i do my stretches lying down kind and say.. ello^^ hurhur~ den baby wil jus say. aww so cute~ OF CUX!! hruhurur.. den i will touch bed cloth till he scold me ask me don touch clothe and wake up. haha XD. after tt go mum mum den see him play maple again den i go hm le^^

2009-03-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

todae went to sch for runway rehersal for my graduation show.. on the 14 mar, i will so call cat walk on de run way while they show my project on screen. kinda lame -.- my hiao pattern will come out. hurhur~

was late for sch for 2 hrs =p opps. after rehersal, went down to orchard to meet elson den bring him to interview at my place.. he gonna replace me for work becux imma quiting at de 25 apr to find a better paying job^^ anyways, we were walking aimlessly frm orchard untill dolby n slack ard.. went to music shop. tried out some keyboards/electirc piano. wow! did not noe he also play piano.. and DAM good. pro pro. look at some drums n guitars..

den after tt head down to my work place.. thks to me, he got a job immediately~ hurhur. now u owe me lunch! tok to derrick abit regarding a "piss off" situation n my future job. hm.. he kinda inspire me to be an artist. artist in area of music. hm~~.. mani job options for me. donno wat to choose T_T God help me~~ suddenly compare to rainie -.- hurhur..

after tt went to meet baby drumstick or rather (he likes to be called as babu babu now o.0) on de way to meet baby tt tym, elson cont his card trick performance.. it was so dam amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

card trick 1) 1st he took out 3 card. 2 jokers and 1 ace spade.. after tt he put the spade in de middle.. so 1st and last card is jokers. he den clik his fingers, 1 joker turned into ace heart!! i see it w my vry own eyes!!! he clik again and it turned back into joker..
i cant believe it.. so he gave me de 3 cards. i check throughly.. oki only 2 jokers and 1 ace spade. he clik..... i turn all the cards.. 1 joker gone!!! turned into ace heart.. then he clik again, it turned back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was like OH MY TIAN OH MY TIAN.... so i ask him to teach me. but he don wan T_T..

he told me tis: in this deck of cards, there is only 1 joker card.. then i was like eh? den in the 1st place how u took out 2?!?!?! amazing eh? i shall take a video down and show u guys.. soon~~

card trick 2) he ask me to pick a card and he ask me to shuffle the deck and pass it back to him. he then jumble up all the cards in different faces.. some faces up some faces down.. then he clik~~~~~~~ AND HE SPREAD OUT THE CARDS, IT ALL FACE UP ACCORDINGLY except for my choosen card..

i wonder how he did tt. hm..... mux video again XD

now i reach AMK.. tym to meet baby.. kissed him and we both walk to de cinema.. seriously but i donno y, both of us like getting more n more inluv w each other. which is a good ting. hehe^^ chuchus r getting more n more.. hurhur =p i find him getting more n more cute.. and so does he finds me too. wa watch de show watchmen.. he finds it nice. but i don quite understand de whole show T_T sad.. after tt baby sends me hm and otw we meet willie n xue en.. lols. willie become abit round.. opps XD (wllie u better not see tis. AND don kill me plx ^^ hurhur) reach my house downstair chus w baby and there we go our seperate ways till nxt wk den can meet.. imma so dam sad.

jus an update of my where abouts:
thu 12 mar-rene grad show preparation frm 9pm to 6am ( wat a kuku tyming rite -.- sian)
fri 13 mar-rene start of grad show 10am to 10 pm ( so i cant make it for cg. sian)
sat 14 mar-rene grad show ceremony 10am to 10pm( tis de day all of us will do de runway)
sun 15 mar-rene grad show 10am to 10pm(cant go church.. sian~~)

i will be dam tiring. and u guys all r invited to come see my works^^ hehe come on de sat.. see ya~

so imma gonna watch my dear kakashi now^^ bb
kakashi sensei here i come~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

bady!!!

2009-03-04T09:29:00.000-08:00

feather wall^^

in art museum

todae's my bady^^ hahas XD went out w baby dar.. BTW we chng name. joel is now known as drumstick. and me is known as french fries..

so went to meet drumstick at khatib MRT and headed down to bugis.. at 1st he wanna bring me to escape. but i tink he's too afraid, so we went art museum instead since i was instrested in that place. guess wat. i entered for FREE. cux i am frm sp. great deal eh^^. after tt, we went to another art museum and thats when he gave me my present^^ i was vry excited bout it. donno wat he will give me. when he hand me my present. i tot came into my mind:" wa tis baby dam cute sia. hurhurhur.. vry baby style. i like".... when i opened it, i found his fav TORTO of cux, 30k ACASH!!!!! and a sweet letter he wrote to me.. hahs XD i was dam happy.. SERIOUSLY.. it was smth tt i wanted but would not dare to spend on.

he fullfilled my wish perfectly^^ after tt went to suki sushi to eat. damhappy too. and baby of cux seems more happy den me. mux be de food tt excites him. hurhur!

after tt went to watch benjamin buttons. woohoo dam nice. but super sad ending. brad pit was OMG OMT den shuai~ too bad i got 3 bfs now. so cant recruit any further. hurhur!!

1st bf: baby dar cum drumstick
2nd bf: hatake kakashi
3rd bf: edward cullen

hoo hoo~

baby drumstick is de best. todae is 1 of my happiest day and the most happiest ting is being tgt w baby and seeing him and smell kissing him. smuackx! THKX EVERYONE!!

*i lazy to type my princess storey.. cux i wanna go maple now. hee! bb all thkx for reading^^

2009-02-25T05:29:00.000-08:00

HI PEEPS!!! imma back to blog again XD sry for not possing for dam long la. hehe
todae woke up at ard 1245. meet elson go sch jamming. before tt go mum mum FC 3 chicken ham n saugage u don. DAM NICE LA~~~~~~

after tt go design office cux elson nd go tk his project. saw sooyin. OH MY TIAN. miss her oso T_T. after tt go meet his frens den go jam jam. so i played de keyboard. den after tt i tried drums. i found out tt i actually could play!!! hahas!!! oh my tians again~~~~~~~~ was dam high. DAM HIGH.. slowly slowly different beats came out. but overall stil chui n need more practise. for 1 hr i was the drummer.

after tt go AMK HUB mum mum with dem. tok loads of crap. and dam freaking ass made me did smth which i don wan to. he might spoil my reputation. haix.. anyways. tts all for todae^^ here comes de princess storey!!

PART 11 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
yea. now its de half a year of our relationship le. tis point of tym, donno y we kinda had nth to tok. we tot tt our relationship gonna lke end or smth. so we tried many ways to improve on tt,
1) don meet too often
2)tok more deeper kinda stuff
3) don keep go out(will sian easily if too mani tyms)

yup.. we felt like tis for about 1 mth i guess. afer tt it gets better cux we meet like 3 to 4 tyms a day nia. so wenever we meet, we miss each other instead of sian each other^^ good huh. plus, this is almost de point of tym when our character start to chng. he always use to hint to me to be more mature in my language and behavior. its hard for me T_T. so instead of me becoming more mature, he becomes like me. LOLS!! hahas. but tts oni btwn us.

to outsiders, we appear more NOT SIAO. mature? hahas.. i donno. hurhur. AGAIN, to some, i look mature, to some, childish -.- so i realli donno. but wat i believe, oni God is mature, all humans are plain childish in someway or another =p AGREE?? hehe =p (tts jus to make myself feel better) hehe

well, after tis half yr, hard work is put into relationship. IT HAS TO BE. if not gone n away. more understanding n turust has to be built. mani tyms i don trust joel. but i just have to train myself to. for him, i tink his de best in tt. he trust me 100%. even thou i dissapoint him b4, he stil trust me. T_T so touched he realli rox la!! and its like he allows me to do most of the tings till the extent tt i want him to limit me. i want to OWN me. hahas XD. weird hor.

CAUTION: DO NOT READ TIS IF U R ALERGIC TO SWEET N ROU MA WORDS. read at ur own risk.

tis for baby: dear i stil haven thk u for de V.tym outing. hehe XD u r de best!! 1st tym u gave me such a suprise. was realli realli enjoyable. i will nvr 4get tis event dar^^ esp in de cab. made me felt like princess. hahas XD luv luv luv luv u like siao still.. tt y we both siao =p wakakakakakka...
i..... will always luv u........... days with u are like OH MY TIANS and OH MY GOSH.. smell kiss u nvr fails to be on ur face. hurhur! CHUCHU ME MORE OKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chuchus~

al right!!

2009-02-03T07:48:00.001-08:00

my nxt music for showcase(stil vry chui)

spirited away 2.mp3 -

hey peeps!!! jus had my presentation todae again.. i guess tis is my best presentation ever. 70% positive comments, 30% negative comments. hahas. might get an A again =p hehe.. lecturers ask.. did u realli enjoy ur project?

rene:hm.. not realli jus wanna improve myself
lecturers: oo tts good but u realli strike well for ur design part seems like u enjoy pretty much thou
rene: hahas. well kinda too
lecturers: do u wanna further study interior design?
rene: nope, i wanna enter entertainment industry further study keyboard/piano
lecturers: wow, cool, but do consider design too. we believe tt u can do vry well in this area
manish(another lecturer): rene u wanna cont?
rene: siao r. i wan be keyboardist la
manish: no u cant make it. throw tt idea away, BE A DESIGNER.
rene: i don wan T_T
manish: seriously u can make millions with ur "cutesy" ideas and pink lightings and stuff. tis is between us oki. me n some lecturers suggest that u go dubai n work as a designer where those kinda place need people with ideas like urs. oni u can do it.

rene's mind tinking: hm shd i? sounds good.

so shd i or shd i not? i don wanna die frm lack of slp. lols. piano ish better. "heavenly papa says so^^" butbut, imma starting to discover talent in this area too T_T heavenly papa.. how................................. guide me k. 1st piority serve God. 2nd piority, earn big $ wakakakkaa.

guys!!! HOW!!!!!!! T_T

PART 10 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
k, one day after part tor, me n joejoe got hungry, so we went to yishun s11 to mum mum, after tt, we went to nearby sitting area to play with our new bought chip n dale plushie^^

hurhur.. we played with it, put over our ears, specs luff like crazy n took lots of pictures. haha. joejoe was like a kid^^ i guess there's tis baby feeling in him. OMG jus makes me feel like chuchu him n hug him tight like crazy!!!!!!! dam his big eyes, makes ur heart melt. everytym wanna scold him, he jus stare at me so kelian, den i no choice have to 4give him. haha!! tt tym, he oni like chip n dale plushie.

well, our another fav hang out in shopping center is MINI TOONS..almost everytym when we shop, CONFIRM will go dere de. go check out wats de lastest stuff. hahas. both of us got de black card. hehehe. tt tym he don realli like cute stuff STILL. evertym i go dere, i will go crazy becux of so mani cute stuff, and as usual, my retard(so call cute to joel) actions starts to manifest itself.. wakakaka.. so he always buy plushies for me. my house got alot until my mama scold me;"le siao r. buy so much for wat, give dust eat r", blablabla.."i like ma T_T"

so his fav toy plushie is chip n dale^^ he likes it alot, he tinks dey r cute. den another 1 fine day, he likes this tortise looking plushie. it started off with de mini tortoise handphone keychain, and he say its cute.

i was tinking;"ewww!!!!i find it disgusting frm de vry start(joel shd not see tis).. its de UNCUTEST ting i ever see in minitoons. lols. tt to me la^^ seriously, i hate it. but becux my joel baby smiles wenever he sees it, so torto became my fren too^^ i bought him lots of torto stuff and he bought me lots of strawberry stuff.

(strawberry is much cuter den torto)

i physco him until he likes plushies too. and. a BIG one. lols.

END OF PART 11......................... part 12 wil be out soon. stay tune babes n hunks n cutie pies n XMM^^

hurhurhur!!!

2009-02-02T01:40:00.000-08:00

yea.. todae went to sch suport my fren presentation.. seems like quite chui n scary T_T starting to feelstress. de lecturer dam strict.. say n say n say. bla bla bla.. tsk tsk.. make sure my presentation is dam good tm. will update my project here too^^ pray for me tt i will get A again =p hope manish comes n support me. hur!!

after tt went hm.. mama tried to steal my bird nest tt dodo gave me. HENG i drink 1st =p if not i chop her head. lols.rene is having a healthy diet n lifestyle now. i go run everynite n eat less carbo. drink fruit juice everyday, redoxen everyday, contact baby everyday. so, i shd be able to smaller down my MUFFIN. hehe..

PART 10 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
k. we were stil in de vry sweet period where we stil behave dam well. until my blurness "lu chu lai" n his noti habbits came out..

for him, he will start to late everytym we meet. late n late n later. but, rene is a nice gal as u all noe. i lun~(ren).. lols. and he will use to wear vry nice. no specs r, wanted to say grey eye lashes. hahas. nono, is grey contact lens. nice nice.. will always wan me to hold his arm^^ hurhur. and his fav hand holding is intertwine. wahahahha! shys* his jus so sweet. always call me dear r. darling r.. now leh"siao char bor", kiam bor. lols. hahas. but stil sweet la. stil got call me dear^^
we every single day oso msg each other alot alot. lets say 1k sms is to each other nia. and our fav hangout place is movies =p SCARY one. cux so tt i can hug him i guess? hm....

for me, i vry blur in my direction sense. lols. and always "huh" all de tym. and i tok sometym vry kua zhang. hahas.. at tis tym i still feel dam nervous wen i meet him la. lols.. and i vry vry troubled by smth oso. keep tinking n tinking de whole day, if we will last. but we did la. n realli praise God for tt.

joel realli rox my life lo. he accepts me totally, stands my nonsense n crazy behaviour n stuff. LUV U DAR!!!

yea.. whenever he sends me hm, i will always nua ard him. hurhurhur.. and he gets piss smtyms. LOLS =p sry. hee.cux he nds extra strength to support me hm. haha!!

k tts for todae. for tm, it will be bout how we play w chip n dale n how dar slowly get physco to my liking kinda tings. muahahhaha~ torto.. wakakakakkak~~~ hurhur

END OF PART 10......................... part 11 wil be out soon. stay tune babes n hunks n cutie pies n XMM^^

I MISS U ALL

2009-01-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

hey guys!! new song played by me todae. 3rd attempt.. give me comments for tis^^

a walk in the forest by me.mp3 -

hey boys n gals, man n women!!! hahahas X finally imma back!! wakakakaka. jus submitted my project ytd. nvr slp for 4 days in a wk like tt. almost died, in joel arms. hehehehe =p kidding.

before i start posting again, replies to all my readers:
krystle: charbor!! hahas. imma back to MAPLE!!!! n back to posting. hahas

dylan: hahas. no leh. but tmr gonna L4D again w my dardar. i intro him n he got addicted.

michiko: i got de song^^

jessica: i have confident tt i might get A again. hehe. hahas. updates lai liao =p

pauline: tqtq^^ muackx

renerene(myself): omg charbor!! so happy tt u finish ur project man!! celebrate well k, pop champange. woohoo!!!!!! wakakkaakakaa i pray for u tt u will get A+ for tis project. all de best. hehe(lemme craze abit =p)

jingting: no updates cux chiong projtec.. now can update le^^n i miss u la freakin cute baby face!!

joel: hehe^^ got got u in ma=p

xiuyin:hey daughter. hahas XD wats ur link

aud: yea. updating =p go gaigai soon leh.

yy:eh ta por! wats up bro. wakakak. yea will get marry soon~ hehe. which will be another stressful ting cux of $$ T_T

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PART 9 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
yea.. everytym n even recenlty, we will always tok bout character compromising. it means giving way to each other everytym we get angry to each other. we always do tt^^ which leads us to long relationship. yea. some Godly stuff to begin with eh^^ hurhur.. most couples break up btwn 3 to 6 mths cux:
1) meet too often until sian(will tend to tink tt tt person to u becomes abit meaningless)
2)no chracrter compromising, have alot of pride in both person
3)cannot/don wanna adapt to each other personalily n character.
4)no agreement.
5)boyboy go in ns, galgal sian no company, find new boyboy(which i tink is dam bitch!!)

for me n joejoe, we when thru tt stage n pass it. after tt stage, it is most probably tt u r able to cont a long relationship. but in de ways of cux there will be more dissapointments n stuff n shit n crap, jus have to solve it tgt n tok it out to each other. reason out everything(don keep any secrets).

ppl everytym say: rene, u will confirm break w joejoe when he go in ns de.
rene say: bo leh o.0 stil staying strong^^ hahas. and, he ord tis coming sep!!!
majority ppl say: wa, if he 2 yr ns finish, n u stil tgt w him, can get marry liao. hurhurhur =p
rene say: YEA BEHBEH!! hurhurhur..

well, i guess we will get marry ard when imma near 23 but not yet 23 =p hahas. w8ting for his propose. woohoo!! abit too earaly to say tt hor. but, tym pass dam fast. omg i sound so despo -.- dam wedding game, make me so excited in marrying.

when we jus got tgt, we were quite formal in behaviour to each other. i don have my crazy nonsense, n so does he. i called him joel korkor n he called me rene meimei(even thou we r tgt)
weird hor. we does tings vry normally. eat properly, no shoutings, no stupid tings. everything is like so perfect n formal. i don tok alot, he does de toking everytym. i use to be a vry shy gal. when i meet someone new, i tok vry little n if i like someone or someone like me, i donno y but i DON DARE to tok to tt person. lols.

so i tok vry little to joel. lols. he tot i was a QUIET gal. hahas! his image of me at tt tym:
"hm, irene is a goodnatured gal, quiet gal, obedient, sweet, pretty, unrebelious, caring, shy, clean n neat, innocent, vry soft sopken"

and his image to me:"good boy, no galfren b4(i like!!) muahahhaa, quite cute, funny guy, manhood, super concern guy, interesting guy, vry mature, vry vry vry mature( mature until i tink imma too childish for him T_T), great talker, vry spiritual guy, kind n gentle"

tis is oni de BEGINNING. wakakaa tis is wat we appear to be to each other when we jus got tgt. now wat have we become? u ans. hahahas

well at tym, i did not noe y mani ppl say i w joel he nvr suan me meh? his dam good at suaning ppl. (some of u shd noe) but, at tt tym, he nvr suan me be4. omg!! honored^^ hahas. me n oni me. HEE!

yea.. sounds like we're matching couple huh. hahas! along de way, donno y my nonsense start to come out, n so does his!! i guess tt happens in most couples, and tt wats makes relationship dam fun!
k will cont de rest tm^^ imma go practise mah piano now^^
wil tok about some nonsense tm. hehe

END OF PART 9......................... part 10 wil be out soon. stay tune babes n hunks n cutie pies n XMM^^

hee^^

2008-12-27T09:59:00.000-08:00

hey! hahas XD todae went to joel hse cux his bro bday. celebrated with steamboat. he got super lots of fren can!!!! so me n joel watch naruto all de way stil we had our chance to eat steamboat. dar look bit emo todae. hope u cheer up!!! and btw dar. sry for misunderstanding u. jus wanna noe tt i stil trust u alot n will always do^^ lets do our part tgt n be strong k!!

we maple too oso. tgt with meimei june. hahas! pirate job! dam fun la. krystle u better go try tt. i will join u in world D soon~ i currently pang seh my DOTA for awhile. hee =p did funny tings w my baby oso. kik his butt again. XD hahahahas!!! i luv bullying him omg.~

after tt baby send me hm after eating steamboat n watching 3 more eps of naruto. super exciting!!! de 3 sannins fight tgt n orochimaru back off. yea~ kik his ass real hard man. tsunade rox la. so is jiraiya(de 2 other sannins) for those of u who watch naruto, u shd noe la hor^^

PART 8 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
well, i noe its quite a disgusting post recently, so i shall chng it to not so disgusting but a cute touch to it. hurhur =p k tis is our 2nd stg of chuchu. we were working as a researcher in joshua research tt tym, so its like our part tym job we r working as during our poly days. so after sch tt tym, stil rmb he wore white shirt n blue jeans n i wore pink tank top w blue jeans. after sch we went to little india HDB blks to do out door to door survey. quite fun n scary cux its near night n some blks feel haunted.. T_T

we did this blk which has 24 storey. so when we had done our surveying in tt blk, we took de lift up to de last storey n chuchu. hahas. for 2 hrs non stop. we realli crazy tt tym. can say SIAO!! after tt its tym to go hm. so we took train, chuchu again den took bus chuchu again den reach my hse downstair stil not done. lols. fireworks tt tym super ping pong piang!!!! too heartwarming n romantic. under moon somemore tt tym. HAHAS!!!!!! omg la so sweet. makes me wanna chu him again but too bad ulcer now T_T haix.

yea~oso rmb tt tym we dam shy. hahas. we was smsing each other tt we keep tinkin bout it n we could not slp becux of tt. hahas!! omg omg =p den nxt day we see each other we umph chio nia. hurhur =p

k guys. tts de most i can go to for de kissing part, other den tt there stil has stages which cannot be revealed unless u r de rite age n u exp bgr b4. hahas!

XMM:(listen to jiejie oki. w8 for de rite age n of cux pray to God for de rite partner, don be so despo for bf like me last tym.)

to ppl ard 15 to 18:(well, i noe its de tyming when u guys exp efactuation de MOST, so call de prime tym to be despo for guy/gals, REN OKI!!, don becux of wrng move at wrng tym ruin ur own life)

to ppl my age n above:(patience my frens! soon ur partner will come =p don be suprise but joel's 1st gf was me n he got me at de age of 20, de 1st n de last., ROX RITE!, don be too chong tong in choosing partner k, cont to believe in God n trust in him n pray too. vry impt! don keep saying u won get gf/bf, don curse urself. lols, looks is not everything, i guess it explains in my relationship la hor^^, rite attitude n good heart plays it well~)

k frm nxt post onwards, i will reveal how joel has been transform in a vry funny way, n oso myself, how we adapt to each other character n stuff. hahahas!!!!!!!! not a vry good way, but, i like~^^ hee =p it gonna be fun. muahhahahhaa~ ownage~

END OF PART 8......................... part 9 wil be out soon. stay tune babes n hunks n cutie pies n XMM^^

dissapointments

2008-12-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

well, todae woke up n realise someone had not contact me. kinda suprise n contact bobo back. no replies or watsoever. todae i seriously nd to admit tt i had a super bad day for me. somemore on de day of xmas. shit stuffs happen. i tot bobo died or smth. imagine w8ting n hoping for someone to contact u back to make u smile or smth. i can say i w8ted frm 5 am all de way to 5pm. yea. imma pro in w8ting.

when promises r made frm ur luv ones, when its broken, its dam heartbreakin. lots of calling has been made tgt w smses till i got frustrated cux no reply. imagine when u freakin wanna tok to someone and he MIA. feel like killing tt person rite! for 1 moment i was tinking. hm, according to wat babu told me ytd. how come todae pa bo ker? details of wat is hapening wasnt given n i was lost at wat was happening. i had some weird thoughts. hahas.

1)babu at fren house sleeping?
2)lost his hp
3)tgt w some other ppl
4)something happen to him perhaps n was unconsious?
5)he died

it made me worried sick. reason for this to happen. U DON TELL ME ENUFF!. stop being so brief bout everything n jus treat me like some side dish.

let me give u lesson on sushis.
i feel like a freakin side dish instead of main course. its like being the sushi instead of the sashimi. ergh! u threw ur main course away n concentrate so much on de side dish?!?! man wers ur black sause u freaking shit!!!!!!!!!! i wanna be de freaking yakisoba! well, mani eaters had their own reason n so is those dishes. stil, it does not gives them reason to to drown de freakin sushi in de wasabi. wasabi is so freakin dangerous, make u go crazy n high. a little bit will do, not until de state u go lao sai. IT GIVE U NO REASON TO OVERDO IT!.

imagine u eat tis unknown sushi, without detail description, it worries u about wat u r eating n wat chemicals is inside. skarly got melamin oso u donno. tio ah si xi liao rite. if i donno wer u at, goin wer, who u r w, wat u r doin, relationship will oso xi anytym de lo.
i noe todae i here pi pi pa pi poo nia. still the art of sushi is a vry great ting to understand n learn u noe. super interesting rite guys?

i am not angry about temporary side dishes, i m not angry not being de main course. but when description r not sufficient, i might die anytym due to those harmful chemicals tt kills. every food has their healty chart. eaters nd to noe how much they shd take it, wats de max n min. don tk it for grunted oki i tell u. fats eat too much oso kill. tis eat too much oso kill tt one eat too much oso kill.. so tai ji liao liao.
nvr tok enuff oso kill big tym. de mouth cannot move anymore. speechless. to cure it, jus a simple sms or a sweet one will do. its not tt hard to do so rite.? ppl everytym send those sweet sweet sms. cheers me up^^. y is it so hard to do so?

everytym go eat sushi so expensive sia! sakae r sushi teh r, don go so often la. waste $$, eat wasabi too much lao sai, waste food waste energy, sick de nxt day. vry jialat rite. nd buy medicine all tis. y go thru all tis shit when u can stop it.

todae i had so much of wasabi, my heart felt pain n tears came out. super hot!!i jus cried thou. chui~ lols.
den i keh kiang, chiong down de sushi, feel more pain n tears came out even more. XD
after tt went to slack with cc dey all, to ease de pain. cux realli too much wasabi le. nd to breathe fresh air thou. tis is such a freakin sad day for me man! i nd to take control of my rules n not letting it being tk grunted for. lets say de nice miss lil irene now nds tk take charge of somethings in life n has started to be a not so nice anymore. i wan more displine. i nd to prepare wats precious to me n wats mine to be to be some i worth dying for, to be worth spending my whole life with, and not jus some assholes oki. show it to me n start behaving like one!
k tats bout de sushi lesson..

imagine if 1 day, i MIA frm someone for 12 hours n de day b4 i was in some lets say worldly place. how will u feel. i did not tell u wat tym i go hm. u donno where m i, u donno wat i m doin, u donno wat happen to me, n ppl is asking about me. hm. i won noe if u will realli care unless i m someone impt to u la hor^^ hurhur=p

now for de tym bomb.
tym bombs r super dangerous, u donno anytym it wil jus bombs away~ woohoo, u r dead de nxt moment. for those tt r standing far away frm it, de radiation jus gets into their dna n twist it. de more scary part, it leave a scar on it. nxt ting u noe. ur baby born out sot sot. well, lets say, imma living with a tym bomb n worrying all de tym. hahas. its so super scary tt when u noe about it, u freaking wanna run away frm it! if not BOMB! hallelujah welcome to heaven.

i had updates of when it explodes n stuff. lols. dam funny bomb shelter. LOLS! bomb shelter is my room. hahas!! heng heng~

oki^^ so much so for my sushi n tym bomb lesson, it tym for part 7!!!!^^

PART 7 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
hahas. noe mani of u guys have been w8ting for tis! hoohoo~
k tis is de tym we started kissing, but b4 tt, we had like cheek kisses n forehead kisses.
stil rmb de 1st cheek kiss i gave him was when he gave me de toy potted plant(flip flap). hahas. cux i was crazy over tt toy for 1 moment.
for de forehead kiss, tt was a so call kiss goodbye kinda ting. hahas.

and for de real kiss.~~~~~~ drumb rolls~~~~~ dum dum dum~~~~~~~~ started off frm a chocolate twister biscuits. lols.
tt incident happen when 1 tym he was sending me hm, sitting at de bus stop eating chocolate twister w8ting for bus 811 to come, we were eating de biscuit. we were at 1st individually eating it when suddenly he came up with tis kuku idea of sharing it. lols. 2 mouth 1 bite kinda ting. he bite one side i bite 1 side. LOLS. so he hold de biscuits n i bite it frm another side, our lips touch n dere it started, tgt w de biscuits inside!!!! LOLS!!!! freaking funny. hahas!! den de biscuit bite finish, cont another one. hahas!! so we kiss while eating biscuits. lols.no french yet. cux not expert at it. hahas! biscuits kiss! HAHAHAHAHS!!!! omg omg super dam funny. we actually got addicted n bought another packet to cont kissing. hurhur. took bus and all de way we was jus kissing n kissing. majiam kena staple like tt. its so dam hard to let go.

lols. tt was our 1st sweet kisses. so cute. was kinda shiok thou. fireworks stars n sparkles were dere..
kk tts for todae^^
END OF PART 7......................... part 8 wil be out soon. stay tune babes n hunks n cutie pies n XMM^^

part 6

2008-12-21T09:14:00.000-08:00

lols.. finally imma back to updating =p hahas XD todae went to church with june meimei, attended candle light service. it was dam nice. de lightings n everything. picx will be up soon. com lag todae. after tt went to 4th floor to mum mum den go do manicure with angelin n june. hahas XD june's 1st tym! my 5th tym. wakaka! will be goin back for pedicure soon. its at jurong point and its oni $5 on weekdays. $10 for pedicure.

after tt went to meet dardar go yishun tgt slack ard. brpught him to de jap food court at northpoint, mum mum n he MUMS MY FOOD AGAIN. rar T_T fat boy. i always keep de last bite for him. maybe i shd not do tt anymore. HAHAS XD he keeps bullying me stil T_T. haix. but i got my counter attack, squeeze his neh neh. he keep hit my forehead n push me ard. haix.. but its fun la^^ we both r crazy. lols.. after tt went to watch YES MAN!(recommended to watch). super funny.

after movie, walk hm, halfway hm see 1 playground n we slack dere for 1 hr. hahas..
sing xmas songs, play slide, sing song, climb ard playgrnd, listen mp3, sing to each other, act clubbing dancing in playgrnd?!?!?! lols.. we do lots of stupids when we tgt. stupid faces n stuff, spit water out like merlion!! hahas.. i try to do tt but i failed T_T. kik hiss butt todae too. after tt oni we shuang to go hm. and he demands me for 3 ferrero rocher!!! T_T.

PART 6 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^

this now is the 6th week we noe each other, which is also de 2nd week we r tgt. we took train to sch, we was vry late tt tym becux joel had smth cropped up at hm. when meet him in de train tt tym he was looking vry sad, den he suddenly cry o.0. i comforted him, let him lean on my shoulder. i sweet rite o.-. heh heh. also at tis tym, we kinda broke up for while becux of some reasons which i cannot say.

we both was vry vry sad. de nite b4 we broke up, we promise each other tt when de tym is rite we will get back tgt again. we was calling on de phone tt tym, we tok n cry tgt. it was jus so dam freakng sad like mad. den de nxt day we met up, we try not to hold hands, try not to be so close to each other. it jus feels so difficult to do. especially when we jus got tgt n had to break up. it was unbearable.

tt tym when he was sending me hm tt tym, near my house dere de ntuc, we hug each other and cry tgt. de feeling of hugging was omg don wanna let go again. hahas. our hearts feel so so suan (sour n painful). 1st tym we cried so badly infront of each other. when i see him cry my heart feels pain, same goes for him n we cried even more after tt. LOLS! after huggin n crying, we tell each other:"i cant bear to let u go~ T_T"
den we got back tgt again.
in short, we broke up for 1 day n patch back shortly after tt. hahas.

tell u guys, our relationship move super fast,5th weeks hold hands of cux, 6nd week hug liao. 7rd week forehead kiss,8th week cheek kiss, 8th week ending french K. hahas!!! french K was so dam funny!!!!!!!!!!!! promise u guys will luff like crap man! but tts for tm =p too bad =p teehees!!

END OF PART 6......................... part 7 wil be out soon. stay tune babes n hunks n cutie pies n XMM^^

part 5

2008-12-18T06:49:00.000-08:00

hey guys^^ so sry nvr blog ytd. rene was too busy managing her troops to kill n battle n conqure. PWNED ppl head OWN them n stuff. hahas XD my troops kill n kill ppl and took over their land n $$ woohoo~ i finally noe how to play DOTA. stil a noob T_T. to carried away by DOTA ytd^^

anyways. todae afternoon went out to meet CC n wenhui^^( i miss u la~) went to mum de jap food court on 3rd floor. i ate unagi omelete(freaking nice) BABY!! go dere eat, its nice n cheap n u will like it.

after tt went hm prepare den go out again w meimei june^^ so poor ting, her eye keep tearing. we went to buy some stuff for xmas present. w my good idea of cux^^ (lemme BHB for awhile) i bought for 30 ppl present for jus $20. aint i jus smart! hahas. so sry becux i m so broke now but i won be broke 4ever. BUT, i PROMISE U GUYS!! de present gals is so gonna luv it. for guys. erm... hahas. i donno.

otw to town tt tym, james suddenly call me, say he lonely wan go find me. so we met up w him in cityhall den he follow us go shop for stuff. james so dam funny. ask my sis tis qns:"hey r u gay?" june's reaction: she jus luff -.- rene"s reaction:"jus die la james! she not gay la. she luv guys." hahas. so sry cant acc u toodae, meimei here. james den slack ard doby by himself w8ting for someone. after tt went to meet dardar to find his mama to ask her bout de shirt^^ den went hm. k.

part 5 now.

PART 5 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^ well.. i believe in every relationship has some certain interesting stages^^ teehees.. i shall name it to SOME extent nia k^^ have to maintain its "PG" instead of "R21". hurhur =p

stage 1)hold hands
stage 2) friendly hug
stage 3)intimate hug
stage 4)kiss on de cheek/forehead
stage 5)french kiss stage
6)getting touchy stage beyond for u guys to find out when tt reaches ur tym for dating =p

hee =p anyways jus to add on, when we jus got tgt, ppl tot joel cheated me into it, ppl tink we r lying, dey like to use tis chinese saying:" eh ni zhen mo ba irene pian guo lai de huh". well, tts bullshit alrite=p he nvr bluff me over. he fall for me and i fal for him. fullstop^^

at tis 5th week of relationship stil,we r oni holding hands nia. stil rmb got 1 tym i was crazy bout tis toy potted plant tingy (de one tt flaps flaps de leaves) its was so dam cute, and i actualy did de flap flap action^^ hurhurhur. was so dam cute. stil rmb saw tt toy at minitoons (i will actually stand infront of de toy and start flapping my hands up n down and keep saying:omg so cute~^^~) k i was a lil crazy went it comes to cute stuff =p i was jus a lil 17 yr old gal^^

i will touch on stg 1 n stg 2 on how it happens^^

stg 1: in sch den hold hands n stuff, jus don wanna let go. after we let go our hands cux i nd to enter my house, we quickly msg each other say we wanna hold hands again^^ haha!! den he calls me den we chat long long again. i tell u guys r.. got 1 tym he chat until he fall asleep sia! i had to listen to his snore for 1o mins T_T.. we tok all sorts of crap n deep secrets. HAHAS!

stg 2:tis is on de 2nd week i guess o.0 he brought me out for movie and tt tym he keep ask me watch horror movie w him. u noe y? (most guys like tt one, cux dey noe de gal will scared den jump n hug dem, den dey happy nia~) yea. so he went to buy de tix den he put it in his wallet some unknown pockets of his wallets. den we go ard de shopping centre, stil rmb was marina square tt tym. go slack slack den go back cinema tt tym, nd to give tix ma. he cant find his tix, cux me n him both 4get he put.( i guess tts becux we r so into each other tt we 4get all other things^^) HAHAHAHAS!!! we spent ard 5 mins worrying n finding. finally joel founded it! he immediately hug me! i graps for air(it was quite tight, lols) lols! sry r joejoe =p not to bad mouth u de^^ hahas. so we went in de cinema, hold hands all de way. man! we r bit crazy.

k tts for todae=p stg 3 will be reaveled tm^^ hahas hope u guys r stil enjoying^^

END OF PART 5......................... part 6 wil be out tm^^ stay tune~

part 4

2008-12-16T09:11:00.000-08:00

the one tt jocc took for us^^

2 years back his hair was like tt

todae learned dota for de vry 1st tym n played left 4 dead too. scary game but dam thrilling. LOLS. i can oni last for 2 hrs for tt. headache T_T after tt went to PM hosted by pst kong. shares of big visions for the church. it was great! its tym we realli gotto do smth bout it. LAND LAND~ after tt crap alot w my dear charbor JT and de rest den go mum mum yishun den go hm. k.. now for de vry awaited moment. MY PART 4 story!!!! HAHAHAS XD hurhurhur.. did not noe tt actually quite alot of ppl read sia! hahas XD joel mux be so happy bout tis =p hee. hope it suprises him. OH YA! btw GRATS BABY DAR FOR SCORING MARKSMEN! (its a shooting tingy in NS and if they score certain high marks, dey get $200) so proud of u^^ u finnally got wast u wanted wor!!! ANY PRESENTS FOR ME?^^ HAHAS.

PART 4 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
the 5th week of relationship tis tym rnd kk here it goes, on mondae 29 may 2006, de 1st day of de week, we meet each other in train n go sch tgt. when i saw him i was like OMG! golden hair!! OMG OMG. stunt. he seriously look like ah beng sia. when we see each other tt tym, we nvr realli tok AGAIN. i guess we was both too shy to tok. cux we jus got attach de nite b4.. de feeling u noe. aiya vry hard to describe.. how shd i say....... hm.. de feeling is like when we see each other, our hearts POM POM like crazy, face red red those kinda ting. hahas. after tt as usual, he send me to my class again.

OTW to my class,
joel ask me this qns: "irene i ask u r. in sch if hold hands principal will catch anot r?"
rene reaction:duh -.-
joel action: slowly moves nearer to rene and....... GRAB HER HAND! INTERTWINE! both reaction: HEART POM POM SUPER FAST LIKE SIAO LA!!!! de feeling is omg fireworks and sparkles~ hahas XD we both ump chio face red red. SO CUTE LA OMG!! LOLS!! in his heart he mux be flying ard in de air. LOLS!! CORRECT ANOT JOEL!!

AS USUAL, drop cocolate into my bag AGAIN!!! hahas XD class break and we went for lunch. i eat tt tym my face al de way nvr look at him. so freAKING shys la me. T_T he calls me dear, dearest, princess, darlin, everyday send me super sweet msg b4 go to slp. i stil rmb he said he is not creative in writing smses.
so i ask him:" huh den all tis smses frm wer de?"
joel:" orh i research on de internet lo everynite"
rene:" OMG U R SO SWEET LA"
joel:"hee, becux i luv u and i will do anything for u"

yea. so tis week we specially went out ALOT cux we r addicted to holding each other's hand, don wanna let go. hahas XD. his fav part of me holding his hands is clinging on to his arms. i donno y but he jus likes it. on train, i lie down on his shoulder and he was flying~ he super happy for dono y oso. hahas. oh ya tt tym saw shuling on de train oso she was like:"since when dey tgt de sia"

everyone in church was like:"eh? how come u 2 tgt de r. since when sia? how come no signs of it?" hahas XD we r pros! smacks high 5 w baby dar! i stil rmb tt sunday, we go to church at expo tt tym, we jux cant let go our hands! hahas jocc even took pic of us holding hands. so cute la. tinking back, we 2 dam cute la. hahas..

den its like we 2 r so super glued to each other we said tis:" eh can we sit tgt in church? (cux we in diff cg)" and i freaking donno y i will actually go to his cg, find him and sit tgt w him?!?! i cant tink straight when imma in luv. LOLS. and we freaking HOLD HANDS DURING service when pst is preaching?!?!? stand up pray ppl hold hands normally, we intertwine!??! HAHAS XD!!! kk tts for todae. hahas

well, we always said tis to each other even till now y we r so lucky to get tgt.
JOEL:"rene is such a nice n cute n pretty gal and she accepts me for who i m even thou i m not tt goodlooking (but baby u stil shuai n cute to me^^) RENE:" i consider u as a rare species cux not mani guys r devoted and w a good heart like u =p" we luv each other like siao in de past, we luv each other more normal now. LOLS. we believe God has brought us tgt^^ END OF PART 4......................... part 5 wil be out tm^^ stay tune~

part 3

2008-12-15T10:17:00.000-08:00

todae went to watch twilight w cgms^^ it was super nice. de guy was OMG dam shuai~ b4 tt meet up w james and tok crap. man we realli miss each other. for so long i nvr slap him =p hurhur^^ anyways james i hope u cheer up k^^ most guys like tt one. chui~ jamie smile for me k^^ after tt went to eat mac w nat dey all den go play pool den go hm.

PART 3 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
the 3rd week of friendship, i can see tt joel is trying hard stil to get me. hahas XD^^ we go out n stuff, catch movie and stuff. well, i was so happy being ard w him. even till now 3 wks of friendship, he STIL TELL ME BOUT RUSSELL PETERS. lols.. supper funny. we watch n luff all de way hm. hahas XD we oso tell each other bout wat kinda partners we like, wat type of person we chase n stuff.

we go bugis, cityhall and manimani places, keep go back hm late n stuff, and he still sends me hm everyday. tts for de 3rd week. his realli trying hard =p

the 4th week of friendship, well, i can realli see his seriousness n luv towards me. everyday call me everynite, tok to me acc me hm acc me go sch even when his sch starts late. stil rmb tis week i was sick. he was supose to be on his way to sch but he came to yishun polyclinic jus to acc me!! i was so touch! its like we r jus friends and he is doin so much for me. was touch by his actions n stuff. i started to fall for him too. ( i m those kind tt wil get touch easily if a guy does smth sweet for me^^)
stil rmb tt tym sun he ask me go out w him n acc him go cut n dye hair. but rene rene tt tym was too shy to go out w joel. teehees, so i decline, i bluff say my parents doon allow me go out. (but actually i shys nia) so he went to dye his hair blonde and went shoppin alone. hahas

so on de monday morning 4am 29 may 2006, joel msged me:" hi i have been tinking bout u and i couldn't sleep. i realli want to get to noe u more and eventually have ur hand. i would like to share my life with u and have u as my gf, will u accept me?"

lols.. SWEET RITE! well, freaking 4am of cux i was sleeping. i felt vibration den i saw de msg, i jus reply him a "yes" tts it. lols. cux i kinda oso fall for him le. joel suceeded^^ hahas. i guess he was too happy he did not slp tt nite. LOLS!! at tis moment, in my mind (i jus wanna try try relationship w him oni)

he was such a diff guy, diff frm de rest. my so call quite an ideal one, de one who nvr deeply hurt me, de one who respect me, de one who shares de vision of long lasting relationship, THE ONE WHO CHNGS MY MINDSET OF: good guys do exist and dey r not assholes =p

chasing period is done, honeymoon has jus begun, FIREWORKS N STARS N SPARKLES! hee^^

END OF PART 3......................... part 4 wil be out tm^^ stay tune~
luv my sweetest. omg i feel so dam gay suddenly. i like it~

princess sotry part 2

2008-12-14T10:28:00.000-08:00

todae went to church. tis tym i late for choir for ONI 8 mins! hahas i improve^^ did not cab at all for 3 wks le. good gal hor^^ pst tok bout de diff dimensions of life and how we shd see it. its super interesting! go to chc website to check out more^^ after tt went to meet baby dar for awhile. awww.. he was kinda sick. he wanted to go off immediatedly, but i ask him to join me n my cgm for ban mian^^ cux i miss my cgms too^^ hee. LUV U GUYS. after mum mum went joe joe house to slp for like 4 to 5 hrs. super dam tired, after tt we wake up, mum mum dinner n watch naruto tgt. HAHAS! tts for todae^^

PART 2 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^
hahas.. on de 2nd wk of friendship, we somehow got closer in some sense. hahas! i find him quite a funny guy and feel enjoyable ard him. tis is de week he keep asking me go out w him after sch. LOLS! we go JP until SIAN! hahas. i stil rmb he said tis"lets go for fellowship as brother n sister". hahas. we fellowship everyday! lols.. wth. stil rmb he likes to kuchi kuchi my belly. hahas!

hm.. tis tym he oso everytym msg me sweet msgges and stuff, start to call me princess, rose smth like tt. hahas! i was quite entertain by it cux its like so not joel! hahas!(as in i donno he can actualy do such sweet stuff) shys~ i m starting to get de idea tt he likes me perhaps? but i stil haven like him thou. cux i jus broke up w my previous ex bf and i came to tink tt all guys are asshole, why be serious w dem? oni kena hurt nia. so i tink well maybe see how joel char goes and decide if i shd jus play w him or smth. (i have o admit ima ABIT flirtish last tym be4 i with joel) yea..
everynite we would call each other chat until de nxt den go sch tgt or worst, pon sch tgt den meet up in de afternoon go shoppin. HAHAS! i was stil shy n quite at tis moment. so joel gave me tis comment;" irene u don like to talk is it? u seem like a quiet gal"
i said:"ya i don realli like to talk, i like to listen"
joel:"oh tts good^^ i will do the talking and u will do the listening and luffing"
lols.. seeems like imma oni his suporter. i tell u guys his face was so red everytym he meets me!!! HAHAHAHS!!! TT WAS SUPER CUTE OF HIM LA.

hahas! i stil rmb felicia told me tis, "eh after service de joel oni say bye bye to u, u happy oni sia"
hahas! ^^ shys~
hurhurhurs.. baby mus be luffing if he wer to read tis.lols.
tis is still toking bout de 2nd week of our frenship nia. so mani tings happen la. LOLS.
one morning when i was in class having lecture, i msg joel tis:" hey i tink u better don be too close to me or call me princecess or cute meimei (stil got other names) le. if not ppl will tink we r couple"
so he replied tis:" oh is it? hahas isnt tt good? we become couple. lols"
rene:" huh? hey don siao leh, r u joking or smth?"
joel:"no i m serious. i tink i like u. can i have ur hand?^^ but i am oki if u don wanna accept me now cux u wanna concentrate on your studies"
rene:"i tink i am not prepared =/ maybe after i grad?"
joel;" alrite then, i will w8 for u"

WOAH I WAS LIKE OMG?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i show 2 of my classmate tis msg. and dey was like;" woah~ hahas someone is gonna attach soon~~ hahas! i donno y my heart was beating so freaking fast tt tym la. after sch i majiam don dare to meet him sia. he come my class area find me somemore!! omg omg!! lols.. so shys la. we eating lunch tt tym we nvr realli tok to each other. lols
so sry to reject him tt tym cux i was super not prepared for tis. too fast!! we jus noe each other 2 wks nia

END OF PART 2......................... part 2 wil be out tm^^ stay tune~(joel was de one who chng my tinkin and made me realise true luv)

teehees

2008-12-13T07:47:00.000-08:00

anyways, went to PM todae after tt went town to meet up w de rest of de ppl like angelin neo dey all^^ go mum mum kfc b4 tt., OMG de CHEESE is freakin nice. i jitao use spoon mum down de cheese. hurhur =p after tt went to walk walk slack ard den go hm le^^

k while browsing my FS, i decided to poss tis joejoe pic^^ which i tink is de nicest shot i taken for him. i tink tt was 2 yrs ago while we r stil in luv. (OMG I CANT W8 TO TELL MY LUV STORY HERE!) hahas XD yea. and tt 2 yrs ago, my dar was slimer. but now T_T fishball to be. i stil luv u dar T_T i hope u slim slim again^^ hee. more shuai! k i shall write out my love story since imma have de mood now. hehehehe.

PART 1 OF PRINCESS LUV STORY:.............................................^^ k here it goes. 2 and a half yrs ago, we were stil frens tt tym, we kinda hack care bout each other until one day i realise tt i am in de same sch w jiamin eirka dey all. (tt was when i am in yr 1 1st mth of sch) yup. so joel ask me to like join dem tgt go to sch. so i did.

initially was all 4 to 5 of us went to sch tgt. den de kuku erika dey all keep on late for sch. so no choice left me n joel nia everytym. so we go sch tgt everyday. 1st day, he start to tok alot to me liao. lols.. he not shy tok to ppl de. even thou we not close. good good. he was telling me bout de russell peters and stuff luff like siao. well, as a shy gal last tym, i HARDLY tok to ppl tt i donno and HARDLY tok to guys older den me. i was stil a xiao meimei back den. 17 yr old nia. de joel non stop telling me russel peters for 1 wk can!!!!!!! den we oso tok bout other stuff like our family n frens and found out tt we had mani common topics. den JUS NICE tt tym we oso tgt emo on our past relationship.

hahas. tt conversation brought us closer. 3rd day, he start msg me all tis le. call me meimei r, bobokia r, den ask me :"hey u like wat chocolate r" rene: "oo i like hershey lo" wa i tell u guys. I SHD NOT HAVE TOLD HIM. he buy for me hershey EVERYDAY SINCE EVER I TOLD HIM!!!!! like omg. he make me scared of hershey now. he give me suprises liek dropping chocolate into my bag n stuff. BARE IN MIND WE R STIL FRENS. hahas XD he would send me to my class every day. den after sch he wil come n find me den we tgt go hm, den he oso send me hm everyday. k tis is for de 1st wk oni. if imma not wrong, he started to like chase me after 3 days we noe each other.

END OF PART 1......................... part 2 wil be out tm^^ stay tune~

leave comments for tis post kk^^ hahas. i noe doro confirm wil read tis de! HAHA!! k i shall upload my 20 plus hairstyle in jus 2 years since de day i dated w joel. it jus brings back so much memories. awww~

tired day

2008-12-11T11:14:00.000-08:00

woke up ti meet angelin, suppose to go pray but in de end no tym to. haix so sad. miss those tyms we pray tgt. esp w my dear JT. went for de evangelism explosive BS. pst CK so cute la.. he and his stories. LOLS.. i like the part he toks about the desperation. lets say we have dreams, but no desperation. we r like paralytics (pai kah u noe?)u have smth tt doesnt work. well, as for me, i do have some dreams in my life like being a keyboardist in area of education, to serve God, to live in big houses and stuff. we nd to have de desparation in us tt drives us to reach our target. tts call passion^^ we gotto break thru frm being a paralytic yea^^

after tt went off with nat cux we both got work. I WANNA GO HIS PLACE DERE TRY DE RAMEN LA!! nat bring me go k. wakakakaka.. yea.. reach artery, start work, omg i miss shannon n vagis. vagis treats me like his XMM.. lols -.- sayang my head n all tt. omg la. yaya!! he actually did all de xmas decoration himself!!! natural born talent to beautify places. hahas XD. after tt jess came down. tis is super OMG OMG. she my ex manager of this bar tt i am workin now. lols. well. i jus wanna add on tis part:

event taken place: jess said: meimei (which is me la hor) come here come here, i intro u tis uncle.
tis gal (which is me) she super innocence one. infact she is super naive! LOLS.. i stared at her. naive? r u sure? LOLS.. hahas.. den she share bout tis whereby if 1 guy give u a 999 rose, 1 karat diamond ring. what would u choose? well my and was de rose. TIO SHOOT LIKE SIAO CAN. all say i baka T_T omg la. i shd have choose 2. HAHAS!!

other ppl's opinion bout princess rene =p teehees:
grp of ppl no.1 :
1)naive
2)innocence
3)guai kia
4)kawaii meimei

grp of ppl no.2 :
1)hiao
2)act guai on de outside
3)naughty
4)hardcore clubber n drinker (lets call tt hardcorster^^)
5)horny

grp of ppl no. 3:
1)bitch
2)ACBC (act cute buay cute or act chio buay chio)
3)hao lian
4)chao ah lian (duh watever -.-)

my own opinions bout myself:
well, thou i m not all of those like wat ppl tink i am. LOLS.. but i am some of them. teehees. is it too chim? hahas XD i of cux do not like some of de comments by some ppl cux dey actually label u without even getting to noe u. like eww~
1)i tink i am DEFINITELY not navie at tis stg of my life now. LOLS. in de past maybe perhaps?
2)innocence is not naive, is virtue =p
3)i am of cux guai kia =p hurhurhur.
4)kawaii r, hm.. not for me to comment la hor. but joel say i cute so....... hahas XD to him oni la. HURHURHUR!!!! =p
5) hiao? no.. act guai? oso no.. naughty? yes.... hahahas XD tts is oni to certain extent to certain people. HAHAS
6)hardcorester? siao r! i 1 cup house pour toh liao. u tink leh~ i hate clubbing, i luv bar^^
7)horny? hahas XD tis i cannot say.
8)bitch? to someone. yes.LOLS!!
9)ACBC? hahas. tis was commented by ah lians demself. i tink she realli super jiat pah bo tai ji~
10)haolian. everytym!! to joel =p hahas!!
11)chao ah lian bo?????????????? of cux BO LA!!!!!! hahahas XD
aiya rene is so sweet, so kind so gentle so loving (doro fav phrase). hahas XD tts not exactly oso la.

moral of tis source base is DON JUS LABEL PPL de way dey look or dress or tok or even act.
n ppl do chng frm tym to tym oki. SO I AM NOT a freakin naive xiao meimei liao =p hurhurhur. now is siao jie prncess rene~ future taitai of de house. HAHAHS! jus crapping but i hope it come true anyways T_T hor joel. pamper me like siao. WOOHOO~ living in strawberry land. ~ lalala~~

hm.. seems liek tis post dam long sia. LOLS XD. tis de end part for me (its de longest hahas)

tis for jamie basket (as he had labeled himself as -.-)
OI TA POR!! u r one freakin freakish freak! zzz.. i feel sad for u. i feel angry for someone. i feel OMG TSK TSK TSK for someone oso. haix.. u better do smth i tell u. or else me n someone is gonna smack ur face, kik ur butt and wack u hard!

tis for baby darling aiai joejoe bobokia bajigu baby gu joel^^:
baby mama realli wanna kiss ur baby hands la! u so cute can >.<>

k tis for everyone:
i luv u guys, i luv my cg, my darlins, my darlins collegue ( u shd noe who u r) and GOD! (without him, i can do nth. without him, i don tink i survive as a so call "good child" to my pops. ) thk u JESUS!

i miss u too -.-

2008-12-09T08:56:00.000-08:00

todae woke up late, chiong naruto abit den prepare go for choir practice. todae choir pract was long, but quite fun la. we sing all de xmas song in chc style. cool siol~ hahas.. shd have recorded for u guys to listen^^ hurhurs.. one of de BVs,(de one who always turn one round on stg tt guy). he's dam funny la. keep on say cheese. "guy u gotto sing de way to give me some cheese man~" "mixed a little w cheese~ cmon guys. give me some cheese now eh~ hahas!!"

yea had choir pract, den announcement. haix.. mux buy clothes for xmas AGAIN!! lols.. after tt had some hot chocolate cux de rm was so FREAKING COLD!!!! brr~~ after tt took train hm, den bus hm, den goin to watch naruto again after i poss tis post^^ hurhur.

k tis tym is for james. zzz.he's in luv w donno who.i will meet whoever soon oso. hahas!! help u tell if tt person is for u. dam u baka!! yea. he claims to miss me. hahas XD ya la ya la i miss u oso la hor. call me up if u guys jammin, and i wanna play ur piano!!!!! k since i post tis post, u better read it k. or else. ur face. WILL BE SMACK BY ME AGAIN

well, unfair for baby not to have tis part^^ teehees.. BABY DAR!! rene mama miss u T_T doki doki waku waku. u r my fren todae^^ AND MAMA WANTS HER FAV GUM GUM FRM 7/11
hee =p baku!
luv baby. luv everyone. luv my gay fren. LUV GOD!

omg la was with tis kinda ppl man!!!!

2008-12-07T11:19:00.000-08:00

k todae went to service. was late for chior ABIT nia. heh heh=p john avanzini preach todae and he gave us stone. so nice n cute n smooth its imported!. after tt went to mum mum quay peng den w8ted for audrey dey all go tgt to city hall mum mum again.

reach cityhall, settle down n eat at shokudo? (i tink wrng speeling but don care la) its quite nice. ordered CURRY UDON,MUSHROOM HOTPLATE,BACON CHEESE OMELETE. dam nice seriously. i feel like taking joel dere. hahas =p poor jt michelle regina. order wrng things =/

after tt go fellowship n stuff. lols. small char bors are so dam cute la!!! hahas XD enjoy being w dem ard. hurhur..

reach hm tt tym on msn. random ppl are buang , chui, bo liao, ask stupid qns. kk.. with experience
almost everytym when i log in. got kuku ppl come tok to me

rene's source base 1:
kuku: hey hi i added u frm ur profile
rene: ic
kuku:i m interested to noe u. wats ur age n u stil studying?
rene: SP interior design. 19 tis yr
kuku: oh cool. are u attach or open minded?
rene: yes cant u see it frm my fs -.- duh!~
kuku:are u loyal to him
rene: we tgt for almost 3 years liao
kuku: r u open minded
rene: not to strangers
kuku: are u curious bout ur sexaulity
rene: jus die. F off.

ans to my source base: omg la. its like. don dey ever get bored in keep asking such stuff,. and WHY mus it always has to do with sex?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

kk here's another one.

rene's source baes 2:
another kuku: hey ur bf name joel rite
rene: duh -.-
kuku:asking la
kuku:forgot mah
kuku:i prophesy that 1 day it'll be joel's wedding and u're not to attend
rene: jus die will u
kuku:if that will come true... i'll be awe!

ans to tis souce baes: plx la go get a life can.my wedding my say. not ur biz oso. don snatch wat God has pair us to. u lame piece of shit.go get ur own gf. imma so pissed. rar! tis freaking guy. 2 yrs like tt say to me. ZZZZZZZZ....

tis part for baby dar:
dar T_T. u mux marry me k. hahahas XD. and treat me as princess.. hehe.. =p miss u la dam it.

presentation..

2008-12-03T08:40:00.000-08:00

well todae woke up super early like 7am to prepare to go to sch to present my shit to de lecturers =p well, there was good n bad comment. teehees.. feel happy bout my work. i can proudly say i am de only one who has a completed model as commented by dem. WOOTS~ realli wanna praise God for helping me in my studies. it always seems tt i have de least tym to do my project, but when i chiong, my frens all tio shock. HAHAS! shiok eh~ instead of having a poverty mindset of jus aiming for a pass, i now aim for As.. wakakaka~ continue to blink my lecturers.

anyways, todae, manish(my nepal lecturer who looks like a lego man) lended my phone to have a look at those blinks. well, he actually likes it n tinks its cool. like OMG LA?!?! wats more suprising is HE ACTUALLY WANTS HIS PHONE TO BE BLINK TOO?!?!?!?!?! tts like OMG OMG~~ lols..
he is de 1st male who wants his phone to be blink. hahas.. he wil be giving me his hp on 19 dec, his jewels expenditure is $10 and i charge him $30. haix shd charge him more since he lecturer hor. haix.. stupid me. during presentation, he did some stupid stuff -.- wat de...
1)say my shoe like aunty
2)draw boxed and say its my name
3)suan me on my hair. zzzz
4)call me to trash his tings
lols.. i everytym suan him oso. we 2 majiam like fren like tt instead of teacher n student.. LOLS. he dam bo jio one sia!! he say my project title is shit T_T omg la. i shoot back:"oi is i tink one leh. how can u like tt say u dam wat la i don blink ur phone for u r." den he diam diam. hahahas!!!!!

after tt went to his office to get phone frm him and ask him TOD stuff, last min tell me say cannot -.- in de end he can oni mail me nia. ZZ tot i can get hold of his phone n use, waakaka. nice LG hp. i saw ellen philpott (ang moh gal, my attachment officer)!! hahas!! she pass me back my log book and say " well i almost trash it" lols. when i was about to go off, manish:" irene come here i show u tattoo u blink my phone with tt k. omg his taste is gay man! shh~~~~(he better not sees this) hahas.

after tt when to meet my baby dar at northpoint watch movie n mum mum^^ hahas!!!! MAN! joel is getting more n more romantic. hahas XD todae while we eating, we chat bout naruto.. dam exciting. he actually took out a piece of paper and draw me out the whole story of it. LOLS. joel u r so dam cute la!! he stil force me to keep tt piece of paper somemore. LOLS!!. tok bout de hokages KAKASHI n stuff yup. kakashi!!! AHH~~~ after tt went to see body of lies. hmph! i don understand de show siaT_T.. weh weh~~ hurh! rar!! after tt, baby send me hm.. wa i super dam tired tt tym.. keep nua ard him. nua nua nua. hahas. and he tinks its cute. lols..
ps: (no one has ever seen me nua b4 EXCEPT for joel) i can confirm none of u can stand my nuaness. hahas XD hees. rene's nuaness=her super high moment and most ridiculas moments tt NO one except him has seen it.

touching show!!!

2008-12-01T11:35:00.000-08:00

todae suppose to go sch but woke up late.. so stayed at hm, cook breakfast den use com watch naruto. as i was having headache, i nd to get out of de house for some reason. so i w8ted for my sis to come back hm frm her work and go swimming. yea was fun^^ she dam funny "eh rene i feel dam gay wearing swimming suits, so not guy" wat de-.- lols.. anyways.. we swim here n dere, go bathe den walk to khatib go get tibits to ton watch anime. hurhur

came hm, eat dinner den do some facial stuff, read my hmwork den cont naruto. man i luv joel for introing me naruto la.. its dam funny, nice n TOUCHING LA!!~~~ esp episode 19 wer haku(de dam cute guy) die becux of his loyaty to his kuku master.. omg la T_T... i actually cried. omg tt sounds so gay, but, ya, i cried. teehees=p OMG LA NARUTO ROX LA!! not naruto himself but de show. i luv sasuke and my fav KAKASHI LA OMG OMG OMG. hurhurhur.. shuai~ if i ever meet someone like kakashi I MAKE SURE I GET HIS NO. hahas. jkjk=p haku looks like charbor, so kawaii neh desio~ naruto see him majiamm buay song. but in de end, haix. jus so sad to become ninja.

peeps go watch k.. esp ep 19.its a super nice anime~ hahas.. joejoe i got so much to tell u la. and i miss u la!! LALALALAALA~~~~ rene is high now. hee. hurhurs

baby dar bday n post bday celebration!! and wat a sad day

2008-11-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

hee.. summary of it:

sat: its my dear boy bday!!!!!!!!!! teehees.. i bought him a lollipop cookie and chocolate melty and suprise him w blueberry cheese cake. i noe its wrong to bring him so much food but, seeing him smiling infront makes me feel happy. hahas XD anyways.. i went to his house and get him prepare den go out.
1st we went to de sg FLYER (which he is vry scared of) becux its dam freaking high and he is scared of heights.be4 gettin into de cabin, i saw ghaz!! my ex classmate.. hee.. bully him =p well, during de ride he was suprisingly quiet! when we get down i ask him y so quiet, he say:" baby scared of heights, and i act cool" lols.. F7 face -.- cute la hor.. u win. LOLS.
after tt we go marina square watch quarantine.. wel, its quite a nice show thou. de way de end de show. i like it! nice show. scary and funny LOLS.. bobo camera man, keep hoot those mobs w his video cam.. hoot n hoot nia! still cry. lols!!!
yea after tt baby send me hm and we looked at each other sadly. hee. i left a suprise at hm for him too.!! his baby picture and a note
hahas

sun: went to church. was late for 1/2 hr for choir man! so paiseh.. sermon teach us to rmb what God has done miracle in our life. for ppl who is interested pls go watch live cast serivce=p hurhur.. after tt when to eat my long beloved BAN BAN MIAN!!! ah!!!!!! mul tym fav eh beh beh~~ slurp it chew it~ woo~ after tt went to meet w baby, go see brian but he pangseh kia. zzz den go see bay cut his hair n de bobo zongyuan. STOP SNATCHING JOEL FRM ME> ARRGH! hees =p ZY is a funny guy. always act gay w joel infront of me. ZY's a nice guy anyways.
after tt go baby hse play psp n ds den his mama come hm bring us go eat cele his bday=p den we walk hm and otw, played w chip chip( our 2 yr ago de chip n dale plushie). hahas.. stupid actions n stuff. it was so funny.. i tink we r de MOST CRAPPY COUPLE EVER. do stupid actions n luff like mad. hahas! and he complain if i ever touch his neh neh he wil not tok to me for 1 wk. hahas XD we bully each other and stuff, poke my eye hoot my face, kik his ass. yea.. =p fun tym tgt

regina n matherine bday =p

2008-11-28T08:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAY REGINA N MATHERINE!! teehees =p
todae morning wake up at ard 9am like tt.. chiong to sch to submit my huge model church n my project stuff. as usual, the whole class atmoshphere was so dam intense.. ppl running ard the class printing, drawing.. chaotic. after de subm,ition, phew, end of sturggle and beginning of enjoyment =p went to meet doro dey all go minds cafe.

took train w fanny n james. saw tis shuai ge and we toked bout him... dam bhb james -.- say he de most handsome. ptui r. no la jk=p ltr he cry. hahas!u r stil my best bud k=p reach cityhall and meet de small charbors n de rest den we proceed to minds cafe.

played diff kinda board games lols.. shd have seen how doro played.. SHOCKING TO DE EYE. hahas. but cute la hor. she has tis cute side of hers=p teehees. our table was de most noisy table. super loud sia. play like siao somemore.. aiyo chui~

after tt went to botak jones to mum mum den go watch movie at cineleisure.. yea.. nice show^^ dam funny. but i tink de storyline wise, dry. matherine so cute.. want me to share her cookie. hahas.. addictive..

after tt tot of meeting baby for awhile, but he outside w his frens.. so nvm ba. went hm. suddenly feel sad.. i guess i think too much. anyways.. jus wanna say i luv my cg ppl and all de small charbors and my dear JT too. hehs..

tired day

2008-11-18T08:09:00.000-08:00

todea went to sch afternoon for lecturer, jot down some ideas for my project den went to meet angelin to do hair extention.. plus bejeweling hair!! omg la!! luv it =p hees.. hope baku likes it too. don bite off my hair k baby dar. anyways, i did green and 8 jewels, angelin did 5 jewels n 5 red extentions. her jewels are dam cute.. all at de fringe

after tt went to meet thomas to do AC shopping as choir pract is cancelled last min. hoho.. bought a vest , leggings n blink blink eye lashes. yup.. tm my dressing wil be so scary to me. wakakkakaa.. blinks and blinds u all. muahhahahahhahaa.... faints under de power of blinks =p

k tis for baby: mama misses u. see u tm =p hee.. jorene gang: consists of joel n rene. yays^^

and julette! wat are we gonna buy for james.

hurhurhur!!!

2008-11-14T10:05:00.000-08:00

what pudding was eating todae

don u tink she looks like a pea size bunny? (cutest shot of pudding) hee =p

pudding n her fav high fat peanut ps:she's like u joel..see food eat food

todae woke up at 3 pm. den met regina buy refreshment.. buy alot of tings. to cut cost, i brought my own carrots n garlic^^ hee hee. i cant stand jurong ntuc. there is no cups n fork nor any disposable stuff. tsk tsk tsk. so chui. haix. me n regina n max search high n low for those bowls n fork. after tt meet w kevin n cc den tk cab to his house,

todae cg was great^^ lead by dodo. presence of God is strong^^. lost in worship. wakakaa.. OUCH!! PUDDING BITE ME.. T_T. stupid ham running ard my laptop. zzzz... anyways. todae refreshment chui laT_T i realli cannot deal with beehoon. so hard. lucky de soup can make it^^ we had pork noodle soup. hee.. baby don hungry. after tt went to meet xing n sonia at imm mac. stay at mac til dey kik us out. so we w8ted for dem outside imm. meanwhile, was vry sian. so i climb de lamp post jus infront of where we sitting. hurhur =p long tym since i last climb a lamp post like 2 yrs ago. hurhur..den went hm by cab.

went hm, call baby tok crap see pudding run ard my table, she's stil running ard now. hahas.. i better go tk care of her. stay tune for my spirited away ost by me on piano^^. hee

photoshoot

2008-11-13T09:31:00.000-08:00

make up done my make up artist

look at de eyeshadow!! SO THK

k i apologise for my mirror.. dirty =p

i cant decide. fringe or side parting nicer?

well.. todae was a long tiring day for me. wake up at 1120am, prepare to go to sch to submit my assigment n do my presentation on books being imprison by library. hahas.. vids wil be up.. its made by me^^ hurhur. well, we did our presentaion well, just like what i have prayed for=p good job guys! we did it! after tt had a super quik lunch den rush off to buy my tshirt for photoshoot in eunos. i took us to w8 for like 5 hours for our turn to have our make up done by a make up artist^^ hehe. excited! but its dam dam dam think la!!!!! took me 1/2 hr to remove it T_T lols.. poor nuskin make up remover. we took alot of pics and pose infront of cam. most of my classmates took scale ruler, art works. but, i took my DS haha!! sounds like i oni chiong game during lesson. we r gonna appear in post cards =p heh! well, photoshooting start at 5pm. and i reach hm at 12 am. lols., chui~ de rest end at 2 am. heng i not tt grp sia. wakakaka =p so bad of me. anyways, went hm and took some shots of myself (cux i am zhi lian n i don deny) and oso my cute pudding =p hurhur. manage to snap some real cute picx. wil be up soon^^ pudding eating nuts. k tis one for bajigu: dar thkx for being so sweet. sms me de whole luv song. hahas. imma so sry i cant realli contact u tis few days. busy T_T. submition n stuff. but i nv 4get u wor^^. tis sat go gai gai k^^ u mux buy mama clothes le. hahas

daiso..

2008-11-08T08:42:00.000-08:00

pudding's ass =p i tink she blends in w those fluff balls. haha

swing~~

she n her hm.

pudding eats rice crackers!!

white pudding wakes up in a new hm^^

mah ds =p RENE is mah name

tis is my mp4. w8 til i get hold of more jewels, de whole ting wil be blink!

tis is mah keyboard

qi li xiang by rene.mp3 -

woke up at 2 pm sia!!!.. and realise tt dar cannot come meet mama T_T.. omg la sad.. he had to work in tekong todae.. wat a sad day. dam his work place. anyways..

me n june went to IMM to buy some stuff for our dear hammie^^.. teehees.. wat a lucky ham ham can!! its name" snowy". freaking bad ham ham. bites! wth. but its cute anyways. he trys so hard everytym to get out.. but she jus couldnt. hehehe

btw, jus to let u guys see my mp4 and DS. hurhur. i bejeweled it. getitng de hang of it =p

^^

2008-11-07T10:35:00.000-08:00

wed: went to morning prayer meeting!!!! ROX LA! den went to sch den to wrk.. while having dinner at work, juice magazine director ask me to join their company to do modeling for their magazine in street wear and clubbing. stupid ass.. so agreesive in asking-.- anyways, im not a clubber type. so byebye to tt offer =p got fever after work T_T.. and thu is my presentation.. chui~. thk God julette darling was dere to replace me for work at thu.. luv ya! after presentaiotn n lecture, went hm to slp.. den wake up play ds den slp again.

thu: went to sch, presented my gay issues, nail it! hurhur =p after tt got lecture den go hm.

fri:yea. woke up at ard 12 like tt.. supoose to meet dodo to do her hair.. but in de end bo do.. lols..

w8ting for cg to start, stayed at hm to record some piano pieces i played^^. rerecorded my zanarkarnd, titanic and lies by big bang.. yeap.. enjoy n listen. but bit chui thou.
to zanarkarn FF by rene.mp3 -
xiao lu yu by rene jaychou.mp3 -

after tt went for cg. todae was preached by JOCC!!! its was real good! presence of God is strong! indeed we shall start to confess the right things!! hurhur =p

tok to angelin chan ALOT of stuff. was great toking to her. vry inspiring.

after tt went hm, to my suprise, ham ham was in mah rm o.0 lols.. i name it snowy=p teehees.. wat a kawaii hamster. wat an ugly red eye T_T

SHOCKING n CHNGING

2008-11-02T09:21:00.000-08:00

i become si beh act cute.forgive me =p

maomao.. mew~~

touch mew mew

look at wat baby is doing.. lols..

oh no.. ghost!!!

don touch tt or MAMA kik ur ass!

hihi^^ sry for de pause in updting. wakakkaa.. jus finished my project thou =p hurhur.. to RP ppl.. TIS WK I BO SCH!!!! HAHHAHAHAS~~~ anyways. jus to update.

saturday: went out w my dear julette to shop for like 15 min nia. sry for being so lateT_T. was busy dying my hair black. after tt went to do hair extention w her in clementi(gracious bar) yea^^. julette is dam excited like siao la.. she gives me de feeling tt when she reach de shop she wil shriek n scream like crazy. overexcited gal. LOLS!! anyways after her extention, she's chio la^^ gal: now is 8/10 liao. hahahas!!!

for me, i look CHUI after dying my hair black. like witch sia.. so while w8ting for my turn. i took 1 hr to tink if i shd cut bangs or not. i took a dam dam dam BIG STEP OF FAITH and........... chop chop, open eye....... WTF OMG!!!!!!!! i look totally diff.. lols.. i cant accept my look for HRS! anyways adi cut liao. hurhur. to i xtent 40 streaks n 6 greens^^

we den go mum mum den go hm.

at hm, omg. i spent 1 hr staring into de mirror accepting my look. finall tis morning accepted =p muahahaha.

SUNDAY: woke up early to put on full make up to make sure i not chui looking =p teehees.. went to choir(late 10 min). sing sing den service start le^^. otw to auditorium, i saw doro. she cant regconise me sia. sad T_T she jus bio den turn back to pst cheekiang. hahs!! guowei chua tio so is audrey. yea^^ twist~~ went for sound check, kena stand in 1st row. scary T_T. was AnB today. pst preac was dam powerful! presense of God was truly strong, heart pom pom. unusual response brings forth manifestation!! woohoo~~ imma gonna act on it. wahahhaa.

after service go celebrate dryl bday. HAPPY BDAY DARYL^^ we watch tropical thunder. was a crappy show thou. lols.. lots of F and stuff. tsk tsk.. den go mum mum den go gaigai w baby darling. we chng name again. to majigu(rene) and bajigu(joejoe). ^^ cheers BAJIGU. babu babu. doki doki waku waku. hurhur =p tm cook pork noodles for u^^

more gay frens. lols

2008-10-25T10:58:00.000-07:00

yea. today went to meet james ard 3. i was late. reach at 345. poor james. w8ted for me so long. i owe u 1 lunch treat^^ yea. went to research church beside play bar n club bout gay issues again. kinda miss my olden days where i use to attend such church when i was a kid.

after tt go mum mum thai food in maxwell. de auntie so funny. cux i tot ordering in thai lang wil be easier for her to understand. den she ask me y speak thai. i say y cannot. imma half thai. den she oo. eye big big ask me frm which part. mama frm chiangmai^^ while eating, jolyn spotted w my bright hair =p hehe. we den discuss our project n stuff. meanwhile went to buy mum mum for my manager^^ kawaii.

stone n slack n research till like 9 pm, we den went to play bar outside n queue up to go in. guess wat, i saw briano!!!! like omg la. so qiao can!. so i shun pian interview dem bout their views n so on. james shy la!.. lols.. cute.. meet w jolyn frens too^^ hahas.. cute cute ones.

yeap.. all of dem are so nice la! 1st tym meet dem oni dey treat us like good frens. all of dem r so frenly. hahas. seen alot of goodlooking guys in play. me n my fren has tis thinking:
straight guy= chui in dressing
gay guys= vry good fashion sense ( ought to realli learn frm dem)

hang ard w dem bla bla go eat, den went back hm w james. yup. TANK GOD have de last train. if not, i would be staying over in de club w dem. hurhur^^

to baby: so sad cant see him. haix.. miss him

no sch^^ cg

2008-10-24T12:44:00.000-07:00

2nd guy (feminist gay frm wat i observe. dam handsome) james (wats ur view)

i drew tis one out in my notebook. research on the wrong church. gosh!

yea. woke up at bout 1 pm, thk s to JT who called me up. hahas. suppose to go riverwalk for powerhse w JT but in de end cancel. so went to jurong to meet JT to eat KFC.OTW to jurong, i drew a pic of new creation church future building. pics wil be out soon. manage to snap a vry handsome feminist gay too. hahas! its for my project! yuting came n join us not long after.

in KFC there's this auntie n uncles kinda freak me out. keep staring at me like donno wat sia. LOLS. feel like running out of kfc. lols. after tt went to buy some refreshment in ntuc w YT n JT. its yuting 1st tym doin refreshment w me^^. hehe. dam cute la she. so kan jiong. LOLS. after tt had cg meeting by dodo. man! presence of God was so strong! hair stands. after tt went back yishun to meet baby. and cgms( plx luv joel k) hahas. his cute! lols.. hahas XD i see no reason to hate him =p muahahahha. imma all crazy for him stil. teehees.

eat pataya w baby den went hm. oh ya. he tried to call angelin again. too bad she bo pick up. or shd i say HENG she bo pick up. lols.

tts bout it =p
maple tym~

tired day

2008-10-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

went to sch in afternoon at 1 pm. went thru lecture til 430.
after tt went to mum mum w james den meet up w julete for work..
and i bought a new wallet^^ de lady tells me tt its real leather, but i kinda suspected its not. hahas.

yea.. after tt went to artery, den bitch about someone tgt w julette. LOLS. mus repent. todaes' crowd was kinda relaxing and most of them are regulars. one of our regulars is a EZ LINK president. man! i feel like telling him: hey nick, can provide me 1 yr supply of consession." wa.. sure dam shiok de lo.. hahas XD yea, and tis another guy, fren of ezlink president drank 5 guiness stout! he got abit seh i guess and wanted to buy my no. for $20. LOLS!!! so funny.

yups.. stil misses my dar dar. can oni see him tis sun. cant w8!!

and cant w8 to go do same hairstyle w julette.
luv ya gal!

tiring sch day

2008-10-20T10:31:00.000-07:00

as todae is the submission for mah project, i went to sch early at 9 am. hahas XD good gal^^ we den had pin up session and my choosen topic to research on nxt is gay bar. imma so curious wats goin on in their minds man. y mus dey turn gay. dam it. make sure james don see tis. or else he gonna punch mah face.

yup.. after tt went to eat n stuff, bought a tshirt same w seeun n zhiqi. LOLS. had a lecturer in class : intro to new lamination. no one listening to tis lecturer. LOLS> everyone busy looking at those wood materials n stuff. and de end of the class. LOLS. some ppl go chiong for the mini material board to get as muuch samples as possible. wakao! realli like market like tt. lols.. buay tahan.

after tt went to NLB bugis to meet de lecturers like jonathan n sooyin. went to check out some of the buildings in singapore design by some momo ppl. i saw the VIVO project, republic project and mani other buildings. dam CHIO la. lols.. i wanna do like tt for my final year.. all CHIO CHIO de. i confess it n believe+ prayer= i will get it =p iwht de help of God. teehees =p.

CAUTION: read at ur own risk
yays^^ den after tt go meet my baby dar at yew tee den acc him go cut hair den.. suprise to see yongqiang dere too.. waakkakaka. den after tt me n baby went hm to mum mum. his mama cook super nice food for us^^ so sweet of auntie(she's always sweet). jus like pigs, we eat and shortly after tt we slp. woke up at ard 11 plus. den baby woke up in a cockcoroach style! lols.. it was de cutest sight of him on de bed. hahas! too bad cant post de video if not i tink everyone wil faint.

to all peeps: i stil find dar vry cute^^ and he's getting MORE cute^^ lalalas.. yea. made a video of him of mani insects he try to imitate lying down on de bed. hahas.. cockroach, praying mantis, spider bunny and worm. his worm.. LOLs. nth to say =p

tts bout it

fun day!

2008-10-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

me n yuting

lols.. i look like a tiger prancing on someone. dam it. buang!

wee~~

the oni sucessful jump shot

abit of update from ytd:
saturday: went to sentosa with cg members.. it was dam fun.. LOLS!! we went dere to play frezzebie(watever u call it). yea.. den de jinghui omg. anyhow aim nia. aim my face?!?!. lols. ouch! den after tt me regina weiling n yuting n michelle (she bit chui tt day) go over to de other side of the bridge to do jump shots. LOLS!! so funny. pics wil be out soon..

we like crazy gals like tt. den after tt went back to cg side to play captains ball. hahas. i keep jump like crazy. de michelle. poor he. always kena tio by cc. lols. ppl like jinghui sean and other play so well la. and de kuku shi jie. any catch ball. LOLS. cc not tall enuff. cant catch =p teehees =p

went to 7 11 to by some mum mum. mum cup noodles. after tt we proceeded to de LUGE n SKYRIDE. weee~~~~ dam fun la!! at 1st we took de escalating bench up high high high. we were quite scared. so we sing some praise n worship song.. take take take it all! lols. chui~ reach at de top of another hill, we den slide down using a mini go kart. hahas XD. tt was de end of de event.

after sentosa, i go find my baby dar cux he want watch movie. wow. when i saw him, i feel so happy like last tym dating tt tym. suddenly miss him like siao. and on tt day donno y he look so dam shuai la. he style his hair properly like finally. LOLS!! baby dar goood job^^ SHUAI SHUAI!!~~.now his name promote frm chan chan baby to shuai ge baby. wakaka. (de rest don puke). some see him as shit, i see him as jewel^^ hurhurhur..

for sunday: went to service, fellowhip w cg, den went to jumbo seafood restaurant to makan. boss treats^^ so nice of him. and his wife is pretty sia. so xingfu. we eat super big crabs, black pepper, chilli, cereal prawns, scallop, n 8 other dishes. lazy name all =p. was fun experience. den after eating, julette n me go clarke quay to tok cock n fantazize bout our new look tt is soon to come. ahas! stay tune~ hey juliet!~

BLOOPERS: while toking cock at subway, rene accidentally spilled cranberry juice oon her pants. i was bit lag, i w8ted for 2 secs to realise it. so cold. >.<>

2008-10-16T13:01:00.000-07:00

imma his fag hag

as usual in de morning. woke up late again and went to sch super late again. lols. meet up w seeun dey all mum mum mac. after tt went for lecturer n b4 tt we were discussing wat to focus on for project.. lecturer was suppose to last 2 hrs. in de end oni 1 hr. thx manish^^

after tt went to eat dinner w james n seeun n zhiqi and left for work at artery (my current bar) met w juliet b4 tt too^^ juliet zhiqi finally meet each other after so mani yrs =p/ thx to me. teehees..!! after work, me n james went to PLAY ( a gay club) to snap some photo for our project. instead of gays coming, its les.. omg. ladies nite. so me n james went in. $15 each. so mani so mani lesbians. we oni saw 6 guys dere.

anyways.. i got a vodka cranberry for myself. and james got gin lime. well.. as mani ppl noe. vodka is a mild alcohol. well. i tot i would be fine. after drink 3/4 of it, i got high (seh seh). meanwhile.. snap dam lots of pic. too bad i cant reveal.
and got tis gal, cant reveal her name too. she sorta pick me up( trying to get to noe me). so funny. she came to me n james. is james ur bf. we both said hell no. 1stly: james is gay
2ndly: i got bf which is my dar dar joel.

she said we were sorta comaptible n stuff keep tking picx of us. james PANGSEH ME. den de gal ask for my age n stuff.. she den ask me tis: " irene, r u gay?" HELL N HEAVEN NO!!!!!! lols.. she told me: "well, imma bisexual". lols. so i guess she like me n james perhaps. we lost her and she got back to us again: hi my name is ____ wats urs. lols.. cute gal loook sweet, small size, freaking 25 yrs old. MAN! we got out at 120 am as i was getting tipsy n was flying feeling. thx to my gay fren. we got back to artery n took de transport hm. yea.. twist.

tis for my baby: DAR I MISS U. SO SRY MAMA CANT PEI U TIS WHOLE WK. mama feels dam sad.busy w projects n weird research. but deep deep down her heart she luvs u deep deep. w8 mama get $$ bring u go gaigai again kk^^. mama promised.

Another tiring day

2008-10-15T10:24:00.000-07:00

woke up in morning to go to sch as usual, then had my gems class. interesting class^^ hahas. wat a diff way to teach man. good job cher!!~~ after gems class, went down to hometeam to play lazer quest w N355 n N237.

man it was dam fun la^^ i run n scream n shoot like siao. LOLS.. cute lil regina was tgt w me. and jessica. LOLs. dam cute.. "irene i scared. T_T"
hahaaas~~ kawaii neh~

after tt i sms mah baby. i realise tt his sick.. aww.. fever.. hope he gets well soon. lucky tm is his off day. or else i kill his officer =p.. anyways.. poor baby.. i called him at nite and he cant even tok properly to me T_T so sad.. oni mama n hur... huh.. hur... den bb mama, kap phone. man i suddenly miss him alot when i see dodo n willie tgt today.. dam it la T_T.. sob sob. dar...........

after fun, go kfc mum mum den go yuting hse. she so cute^^ i tink instead of her bro runing ard is SHE herself runing. hahas. doro was so professional in toking man! wow. powderful chinese^^ i don even understand 30% of wat she saying. dam my chui chi. i love korean anyways^^

after tt!!!, meet up w zhiqi to go tk picx of bangalas. manage to see some of classmates like zul sufi n mai^^ hahas. so cute. dey stayed at changi ytd all de way to todae jus for research. wow~~~ me n zhiqi was so scared to snap those freakin ppl. lols.. dey might tink tt we r tryin to find fault w dem. but so far. bangalas are nicer ppl den chickens n pimps =p

wat a sch project -.-

2008-10-14T10:42:00.000-07:00

dream palm centro^^
it came to pass.. lalalala~~
today had a very tiring day in school. i reach at like 1130 am and consulted lecturer with my frens.
i realise that we have to go to places like GEYLANG to take pics of CHICKENS and find an issue about it. MAN! so after long boring lectures, me, seeun, fanny, zhiqi and de freakng gay james went down to GEYLANG. k. it was scary on de beginning. we had to discrettly tk pics of them and de brothels. i feel like saying WAKAO EH! its like dey freakin stare at us and dere r so mani chickens lookin, and of cux de pimps (scary guys). pimps will attack u if u stare too long at de chickens.

zz. GOD pls save dem. seen mani range of ages from 20s to 60s.. WTF?!?!?!?!? i feel like posing images but i cant do tt. if not. bb rene~~ WORST! there r trans too! another wtf situation. shemale was dancing n singing ahd throwing themself to guys -.-. omg. and james is scared of dem =p i protected him. lalalaa~~

the whole situation is dam scary. pimps staring, chickens looking, mani chinese pimps almost wanna confront us y r we here. in de 1st place. dam tis project. RAR!!!! lecturers even suggested us o stay over midnight to tk pics of dem. WTH?!?!?!?!?!?! nvr goin back there man.

my nxt visit anyways is goin to be bangalas. hi dere^^. rene's coming to snap u. happy? zzzz. chickens bangalas trans pimps. TU LAN!!!!~~ tis project is so gonna make me piss. imma oni 19 little young xiao meimei T_T mama papa sayang me >.<>

ZOO!

2008-10-13T06:18:00.000-07:00

sashimi sashimomo^^ teehees.. tis is rene's FAV
baby happy eating
OMG HE"S KILLING IT
dar in mah sunglasses

this is bats hanging upside down =p

lions! one of my fav cux it belongs to de meow family =p

me n dar dar =p

with fake carlos! the fake seal seal

and this is joel^^

imma elephant !

duckies! man they were so cute!! they swin back n forth back n forth

penguins (angelin) teehees so mani of them!

this is joel with his fav squirels. or rather his kinda species.. hurhurhur!! luaghs loud like chacha

i accidentally called tis the BOOT TI FLY. man. embarassing. as joel is treated as a baby, i told him tis: "baby mama bring u go see see boot ti fly oki!" den we lost our way. so we meet tis zoo keeper and i ask: " hi where is the way to the BOOT TI FLY?" OMG LA. chui~

this is our most FAV highlights. the OTTERS hahaas XD dey toks like baby..

and this particular one, keep swimming oppositly. so cute.

white tiger.. meow meow

chio sia

last but not least. the kanga kanga.. actually we took almost 100 picx. but most of them is monkeys -.- sick of them. hahas XD

yups.. so SATURDAY we went to the zoo and stuff. after tt, we went to sake sushi to mum mum.. woo.. shiok sia! i had my craving, salmon sashimi sashimomo.. hurhurur=p thank God bo lao sai. after tt baby wanna watch movie. den we watch house bunny. funny show. encouraged to be watch =p.

yups. and for SUNDAY: church was great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahas XD after tt went to people's park to bought jewels to bejewel mah phone! pics wil be out tm =p teehees..

and for MONDAY: well i happen to had stomach discomfort for de whole day cux i haven been shitting for like 1 wk. wat a freak man!! so i took bananas, yoghurt drink. and finnaly shitted out SOME.. haix~stomach pls go flat. and i completed my bejeweling hp. it took me 6 hrs!

reyes farewell

2008-10-09T10:49:00.000-07:00

yea.. went to meet my baby and go bugis buy jeans for my mother. after tt meet yi jun den go airport sent reyes off to france.. so cool la.. the exchange programm. all his cg members are getting more n more cute.. hahas XD

for once i tot reyes got GF. yuan lai bu shi. but dey quite pei la anyways..

love oppa, thx for sending me hm even thou u leg pain pain. luv ya!

de real me and de fake me

2008-10-08T02:35:00.000-07:00

with make up

without make up

hi peeps^^ an update of mah life
1) sun went out with juliet to do hair extention, and i did eyelash extention^^ hahas XD.. so fun. was abit painful at the beginning well, beauty has a price to pay.

2) mon brought juliet to interview at my place. her comment was so funny. after the interview she say" rene we r collegues now. LOLS! my manager show me twist sign.

3)tue went out with my meimei to shopping after mani days i promise her.. hahas XD shop mani things. quite fun goin out with her, gossips and craps. otw home, hahas XD shys* when i was takng the train home frm city hall mrt, 2 boys pointed at me and say : eh eh cai yi ling cai yi ling lai le. LOLs..!!!! den dey added on tis one cai yiling mix with cyndi..!! lols.. was lufin in mah heart!!!!!! hahas XD.. kk enough of mah nonsence.

anyways. some of u guys might like to check out tis comparison pic of myself. i am actually not tt good looking as some may think

tis pics is de uncut, unedited see de diff btwn my face with and without make up

shoik n pissed day!

2008-09-30T10:24:00.000-07:00

well, went out to shopping w juliet. man! she buys watever she likes. lols. scary shopper. was fun hanging out w her^^ i see mani stuff i wanna buy le. nd to get some necessaties too. we walk from orchard all the way to bugis!! scary, m legs almost break!. kk tis was the shiok part..

now for the PISSED PART!! on de way to riverwalk, the train from cityhall to dhoby ghaut was dam pack like sardines. got tis guy behind me dam!!! he was f*king trying to touch my butt with his f*king finger.. like wth wakao and wtf kinda feeling. i was so pissed. when i got off the train, i elbowed hardly into his stomach! serve u rite u ass****.

yea. stupid perverts. train is not pub or club k. no free touches u bastard! sry for de angryness. teehees^^ at tt moment, i felt tt i shd do more painfull things to him. like slowly sloding my hand behind and break his finger^^ muah hahaha.. oni tt wil i be totaly satisfied with mah action^^.

baby nxt tym protect mama kT_T. watashiwa kawaii koko neh gomei da sai T_T
k tts all.. doki doki waku waku w baby tm^^

PPL PLS ADD ME!!

2008-09-29T12:11:00.000-07:00

konichiwa peeps!! todae was de day i woke up de MOST early during holidays 9am T_T meet dodo n JT dey all^^ man yuting dam cute! irene!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg scared.. i shd run..lols.. jkjk.

after tt i chiong hm to slp for like 3 hrs. den report to work at 6 pm. i dam blur today. mux be de feverish cux.. hahas XD. customer order chicken i 4got to order for them. haix.. sad. had good food as usual, a 5 ingredient nasi lemak, barbeque chicken wings and lastly, me n my male manager FAV SOTONG BALL!!!!!! hahas.. al thx to vagis the bar tender. so sweet of him to treat us. ma n derek was like flying when we eat de sotong ball. he was like: OMG OMG!! TEEHEES!! KEKEKEKEK and gobble up so mani balls -.- lols. sometyms i jus cant stand my tis manager, mind abit sot sot one. see food oni vry happy. LOLS. steal vagis chocolate somemore!

evelyn came to our bar again^^ chat n crap and suddenly she tell me, edward is coming, i almost faint. anyways. lucky it was near closing, if not he wil sure flirt me again -.- during closing, while i was doing the candles, derek( my male manager) took the vacumm out and started vacumming the carpet floor. no prob with tt. the oni prob is, he started singing louder n louder n LOUDER! and he vacumms for so LONG same spot for 3 tyms!! i ask jess( female manager) y derek like vacumm de floor r.? den she say: oh u donno meh, vacumm to him= microphone ma. LOLS.. no wonder derek was so high when he vacumms the floor. gosh. freaky manager. but dam cute. everytym twist w me^^ keke. kawaii neh!

tym to go hm, jess gave me 2 sunflower. so sweet, b4 she pass to me, she put on my head and ask derek took pic of me, she like so excited like tt: eh see see chun li chun li. lols. den jess put de flower at derek NEH NEH!!!! LOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kk tts all=p

feverish day

2008-09-28T11:08:00.000-07:00

i use the effect of lights to seperate the rooms

closer view of the shoe shop, fibre optics create sparkles stars on the floor, see carefully

seperation, yet visual bonding between room

shoe display

shoe museum

this is the overall view of the shop or rather building

the entrance

red cushion chairs and mirrors at the bottom, fancy full shelve

fibre optics light/string glass lightings

shoe display to be put underneath the floor in the middle, its top with glass so that one wil have the feeling of walking over mani mani shoes^^

well, woke up early in morning feeling dizzy as i was having slight fever. went to church, serve choir as usual, for de 1st tym i feel like dying on stage, but stil have to maintain de movement and expression >.< style="font-weight: bold;">MIND U! ALL THIS IS MADE FROM CARDBOARD AND ACRYLIC.muahhahahaha.. i conqured de 2nd position out of 80! indeed, frm the tail to the head!! my confessions and prayer worked!!!! thank you God^^

2008-09-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

hahas XD todae had a fun day w my beloved, went to suprise him in the early morning in his house. so cute! he was sleeping. kissed him up. hahas.. shall not continue further, if not some of u guys will puke.

yea. so we rested till 1 pm den wake up, den sleep again till 3 pm den go down eat hokkien mee. yum!! i haven had any food for like 16 hours b4 tt. feel lke fainting when de hokkien mee saved me =p dar had fried quay tiao. den we bought some tibits and go home play maple tgt.. wakakaka. private server rox! mani tyms exp. i lvled 160 in jus few hrs. shiok! but hard to earn $$ over there, the rates r not as high.

we dam lazy todae. nua nua nua n nua!! after gaming, eat and SLP again. lols.
slacking day todae.
too bad baby suddenly feel sick. so poor thing, i stil force him send me home.. teehees!!!

btw, baby, i promise to upload this for u: our 2 year anniversary video!

WARNING: this video might cux some people to puke, watch at ur own risk! teehees=p fatality!

tired day

2008-09-24T12:51:00.000-07:00

well... went to meet up w doro dey all and do some stuffs.. hehehe =p.. something to add on. there is this shop tt sells pretzels in suntec the seaweed flavour. dam! its nice. wanna intro my baby le^^ dar mum mum wor!!

after that went to work at artery and my dinner was CHICKEN CURRY again! lols. its dam nice la.. F it! anyways. link to my female manager on mon. todae she seems happier^^ glad to see her smiling once again. don have much crowd todae, guess wat, i meet w media corp people like erika! man! the boots and the scarf she is wearing is smth sg ppl wil nvr wear. hot pink rainbow boots and hot pink scarf!! gosh i wanna get one of those. sulee the cute gal, the way she says thankx to me melts my heart or rather my service melts theirs =p hahas!!!

near closing, derick suddenly came down say "IRENE TEACH MY PIANo". lols.. so i taught him some since my keyboard is stil at the bar. his dam happy. so cute. he always does this 2 stiff hand tingy. lols.. twist ALOT too.. hahas!! my manager become my korkor liao.. lols.

i tadak ki mus^^ "clap!"
i ate calamari some somewhere frm someone.. wakakaka.. may all peeps drool~~

choir practise

2008-09-23T10:30:00.001-07:00

woke up as usual at 4 pm. lols.. got ready to go for choir practise and meet up with christina and manling b4 tt. had my favourite pop corn chicken^^ hurhur.

today was not a usual choir practise as we are goin to give anabelle ( our choir teacher/worship leader) a pre bday suprise. instead of reporting at 8 pm today we reported at 7 pm. we wrote cards for her and the ics plan the game for her. lols!! we were all hiding at the roof top leaving her goin to the practise room alone finding out that none of us were there. hahas. the coordinator lead her to the basement, 1st floor staircase, make her climb 29 steps to collect her cards, make her go to the car park to collect her present frm inside her car and finally to the choir room.

her reaction was so funny. she came back to the choir room and say "eh? wer were u guys? u all hide behind the curtain is it ? i was shock at 1st wondering where r all the choir members." hahas.. den we sang bday song for her pray for her. the coordinator ask belle to dance for us. so we had like a 10 to 15 min of disco in the room. lols.

what a fun and unusual practise =p thomas miss it all!! hahas XD

my bf came to visit me!!

2008-09-22T12:14:00.000-07:00

Teehees. today my baby come visit me during my work in the bar.. so sweet of him =p ytd after church i was so tired. i slp for like 14 hrs!!! lols.. den i woke up and prepare for my work which starts at like 6 pm. wat a shiokness to slp for so long and start work so late. i am enjoying my holidays.. hahas.

yea.. btw i am a bar waitress, near my bar there is maxwell market that sells MANY great food. the best food is de thai stall pat thai and yam boon seng. SHIOK, but vry spicy. today had the famous chicken curry!! hahas. after eating went back to work. i super love working at mondays.
1) vry little people wil come = less work
2) i can sit down with customer to talk and drink =p
3) relax and get pay. LOLS!!

meet with this gal name evelyn. dam! she looks dam young and she's like 28?!?! when she looks like my age. a vry funny gal. love to talk to her. hahas. i intro my baby to my collegues^^ they all luv him. and he luvs dem all too^^ hahas.. they thinks tt he is cute!! hahas.. baby sees this sure high.

near de end of my work, my female manager suddenly cry. T_T so sad. i can oni hug her. den i go home le.

my very 1st post

2008-09-21T09:38:00.000-07:00

teehees.. well.. imma new here.. hahas XD.. created tis blog speacially to put tings of me n joejoe stuff so we won 4get. yups..
anyways...
i use to hate blog. its disgusting, waste of tym, and i don bother to write things. but i recently found out tt jotting somethings down in here is worthwhile^^. it wil remind me of the goodness of things tt happen in life. yup. or maybe to others, an encouraging moment. yups.

so.. ya.. hahas.. sian. erms.. todays was dam tired.. dam chan chan baby ask me watch ,mirror.. REGRET. so ppl out dere.. i suggest u go watch, and u dare not go home and wash up after t show. ls go watch so u can share my burden^^ teehees..

rene was here..

oh ya.. 4gt intro myself.. wel.. lazy to type it down here..
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